I wanna say that this is the worst birthday yet but I don't even remember the rest of them
I need to wake up in <4 hours and I'm just sitting here unable to fall asleep
I kept talking to her about what I've been trying to say for months but it's like she's not listening
It's all my fault that I can't fucking tell that I'm completely burned out and exhausted
It's just my character that I can't fucking find anything in my life that I can find fun
It's completely normal and totally fine to not have any feelings for anything happening close to you whatsoever