I have (fairly expensive) antidepressants (that my mom does not want to buy) which is not what I fucking wanted. I did not want to solve my social anxiety because it's going away already (if my mom wouldn't fuck it up every once in a while), I wanted to solve the fucking numbness and complete detachment of my internal feelings

And all I got as a response was "oh it's just some coldness of your character, that's normal"

Like.. this guy's a professional

But I don't think I should be having to carefully calculate every single fucking response

Thankfully, I'm getting better at it. Saph, who I've known since.. 2013? maybe earlier? told me that until recently she thought of me as cold and emotionless

But I'm honestly starting to question whether I'm able to interpret others' feelings correctly

</rant>

Here's a cute dog pic:

Not being able to apologize is kind of eating away at me.

Especially that people are tellng me completely different things about what I should do

https://t.me/PrinceIsSilly/417
I'm sorry, but what the fuck were they trying to say there? Are they seriously that daft?

https://t.me/PrinceIsSilly/419
At why they think that silence is going to change anything.

People don't pay attention to things that they don't hear.

If the people are any like the ones I know, the most reaction you can get from them is "finally they're going to shut up about it for once".

https://t.me/CH4NNEL/229
smartass

Firefox got a new seekbar design

or rather the entire video UI

https://t.me/goatdust/4779
hoh