And there's no fucking way for me to let it out other than hit my head on the table until it fucking bleeds

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probably don't run screaming at your child when I don't pick up the phone because I don't want to talk to you because you make me anxious in the first place

jesus fucking christ just let me die

I don't really want to post anything suicidal here but fucking hell I don't really know how I'm going to go on if she keeps dragging me down

I've already told her she does and that just made her more angry

Yes, I do appreciate that you're trying to help me, but your help is completely offset by the rest of your actions

For her there's no fucking gray area, it's either I love her or I hate her

I get that she has her own share of problems, but heck

https://t.me/goatdust/4729
_lays on gote_

https://t.me/goatdust/4730
oh dude you should recolor this to match your fursona

https://t.me/goatdust/4731
yes hi

https://t.me/ramblings/375
doing self-harm is no joke

Relatable content

https://t.me/talconsprivatebeach/788
..?

Also I'm back from a psychologist

No real results. Nothing that I haven't known already.

I still have no idea what this numbness is. I've described it as well as I could and all I could get is "it's just your character"

Even funnier, when I came there the psych was like "hey, you're with your mom, can I talk to her?"