heck

heckity heck

No I don't need your pretentious garbage when there's my fucking profs around

You know what I appreciate that you are helping me but

This isn't really helping

Brace for long offline rant

I also forgot to turn off broadcast notifications so mute this chat if you don't want to get spammed

Jesus fucking christ, I can't fucking handle this

Yeah okay let everyone know that I wasted 18 years of your time

I'm just standing here unable to fucking move

Yeah okay there's the prof I need but oops I can't actually do anything about it no matter how much you scream at me

Just wanna let you know that I am heavily exaggerating, my mom is not that bad but still

At times she becomes just insanely obnoxious

Also I will probably spam you with notifications when I get my net back, whoops

I'm just writing here to pass time since I don't really have anything else to do and my mom is almost screaming at me

I am so tired and anxious

Oh look I am shaking

I feel somewhat calm, though, I don't get why

I feel like I still get emotions, I'm just not noticing them; otherwise I wouldn't be shaking right now, I guess?

I hate trying to make sense of my body.