http://i.imgur.com/BJeiv5T.png
first thing I see when I come home

thanks saph

I wonder why western press is only talking about the opposition outside of the government when KPRF (communist-ish party) is alive and well and is the fucking epitome of opposition inside the fucking government

HI VAL

shit I'm tired, I'm going to bed

God fucking why

Every fucking time I try to go to bed and sleep I keep thinking about dumb shit

I keep thinking about her and what happened and I just don't understand

Ever since she switched accounts it felt like she was kind of.. colder

And then I somehow found out that she has had a channel all this time and she didn't even tell me

I'm fine with being friends. Entirely. I would have been, at least, if she told me upfront so I could at least have the time to process all of it.

But.. she doesn't even consider me a close friend.

FUCKING WHY

WHERE DID I GO WRONG

I CAN'T FUCKING FALL ASLEEP BECAUSE OF THIS BULLSHIT

I'VE LOST A FRIEND OVER THIS ALREADY, I DON'T FUCKING WANT TO LOSE MORE

I've tried so fucking hard to stay friends. She seemed like such a great person to be around.

And now I'm just completely unable to talk to her because I went too far when I shouldn't have.

I don't fucking know how to talk to people. I don't know if what I'm saying is rude or insensitive. And if I say something stupid, please, PLEASE let me know, don't just fucking block me out of nowhere.