Why do the words "while you can" get me anxious

It's not even about anything specific, just in general the combination of words

Gonna try to sleep now

See you around

I want to cry but I can't do it

So I just lay in bed waiting for the feeling to pass

I might as well just stay in bed all day doing nothing. Fuck it.

I don't care about anything any longer

If I fuck up whatever my future life will be, so be it, I don't have the energy to deal with this right now

https://t.me/cockypony/2799
heck

I think someone left because of that

Yeah I'm done

You're probably not going to hear from me for a while.

Why does everything have to break, why can't I just relax, why does it have to be NOW

I just want to play a fucking video game

But no, it's always fucking windows.

I can't even watch youtube because videos take too much CPU time