why can't I just.. not have it

everything hurts ever so slightly

I'm honestly tired of feeling things

read the notification in the corner of my eye as "fresh tomato"

nice

I keep falling asleep at my desk

Funny thing, my brain starts to straight up hallucinate when I fall asleep, but not in the audiovisual sense, but rather my associations get very fucked up

So I'm just sitting here tripping the fuck out due to sleep deprivation

Somehow the song I was listening to became someone screaming at me at the top of their lungs

Which makes sense because the drop is like wayyy too heavy on the high end

I'm surprised I can type and also proofread what I'm typing properly with all the shit going on in the background

Most of what I'm thinking about is very nsfw so I'm just uh not going to say it

now I do too

Tinnitus is v fun

I basically sleep with my PC fan on now because of it

Otherwise, shrieking sounds

I keep hearing someone call my name in a song with no lyrics and it's creeping me out