I don't really want to post anything suicidal here but fucking hell I don't really know how I'm going to go on if she keeps dragging me down

I've already told her she does and that just made her more angry

Yes, I do appreciate that you're trying to help me, but your help is completely offset by the rest of your actions

For her there's no fucking gray area, it's either I love her or I hate her

I get that she has her own share of problems, but heck

https://t.me/goatdust/4729
_lays on gote_

https://t.me/goatdust/4730
oh dude you should recolor this to match your fursona

https://t.me/goatdust/4731
yes hi

https://t.me/ramblings/375
doing self-harm is no joke

Relatable content

https://t.me/talconsprivatebeach/788
..?

Also I'm back from a psychologist

No real results. Nothing that I haven't known already.

I still have no idea what this numbness is. I've described it as well as I could and all I could get is "it's just your character"

Even funnier, when I came there the psych was like "hey, you're with your mom, can I talk to her?"

And then I had to wait outside until they were done

I got some drugs prescripted, namely stuff for social anxiety that I highly doubt I actually need

Surprised he didn't push me the expensive shit, he was like "it's all the same thing, just buy the cheapest one"

me irl