I am conflicted

Also, I'm back from a psychologist.

Well, a neurologist but whatever, I got mostly the same result

(or it might be called something else in english but fuck it)

Regardless, I'm thankful to my mom for taking me there in the first place but..

jesus fucking christ she just went all over the fucking place about problems I don't have

No, she fucking had to interrupt me to talk about how what I'm saying is not true (it was true)

No, I don't fucking have a computer addiction, there's just literally nothing else to do in this house.

All you fucking do is cook, watch TV and read books. I don't care for books, TV is complete garbage, and you can only do so much cooking until you run out of things to cook.

Also it was a paid clinic and it cost me $20.

Well, not me, my mom, but doesn't really matter

Every single time I wanted to say something my mom would interrupt and I had to disprove everything she said because she tends to exaggerate the shit about of everything

Surprisingly enough, I was told "you don't need medication", which I expected but not from a paid clinic

Which means I'm probably gonna go there again but without my mom

https://t.me/ferricfoxidefuckinblabs/796
Honestly I kinda want to make these memes now

Fucking hell I'm so tired of not having any appetite whatsofuckingever

I need to like set alarms or something for this

Also, about this again: they told me to wait outside after, and I complied because I was way too fucking angry and I wanted to calm the fuck down.

So I said that I have the problem where my internal emotions do not match external ones again. I said it three times. I got no response. Not even "hey I don't do this type of deal, maybe you'll find a better answer at $otherdoctor"

She said "sorry, I had to let you talk but I had a client at 12:00 and it's already 30 minutes past it so I can't let them wait" and I was like "oh yeah sure whatever (you're not gonna tell me what I actually want to hear anyway)"