We are doing the “Peter Pan” ballet at the beginning of September. So they gave me this role, being a Peter Pan.

And today was the first day of rehearsals.

I am so tired and exhausted. There’s so much to learn.

Anyway, I’m dead
but happy

I’m watching interview with Will Smith, and I have to write one really good advice that he said.

Here we go:
“Don’t let your successes go in your head. And don’t let your failures go in your heart”

Think about that. This is such a good advice.

All right people, I feel like I want to write some shit right here....

You know what?! Actually, nope. Just kidding, I have nothing in my mind right now.

I would like to say one thing. Everybody dies, but not everybody lives. You know what I mean. Take the risks, pursue your dream, find something that you really love in your life. I just can’t understand 🤷‍♀️ why people are afraid to pursue their dreams? Or do the things that they wanna do?

Why?

You will suffer anyway. You will have pain in your life anyway. It doesn’t matter. That’s life. You never know what’s gonna happen tomorrow.

Why you are not choosing to suffer toward your dreams? Again, cuz you will suffer anyway. So it’s much... I mean so it’s better to go after the things that you want and suffer, than live a mediocre life and suffer.
It’s simple. Simple, but not easy. That’s the thing.

I don’t know guys. I love what I’m doing. I love people around me. I’m exploring myself and the world around me. I’m learning. Of coarse I don’t feel like that every single day, sometimes I feel like I hate everybody in this world. I hate myself, I don’t wanna do my job, I feel real bad every once in a while. But that’s fine. I’m a human being, as I said “shit happens sometimes in our life”.

But believe me, It’s your job and it’s in your control to make your life better. And if you think it’s not in your control,

you are just a dick... that’s it. I have no words for you.

We could do anything, if put our mind to it.

Sometimes you just have to say:

“Fuck. This. Shit.”

From today guys, my favorite drink is tequila!

This video makes me feel so emotional. It’s so emotional and inspirational. It almost made me cry. After watching video like this you always wanna believe in something good, you have hope that life is more than just suffering and just living.

It is definitely more.


https://twitter.com/sinow/status/1050057048686092288?s=21

This words are so deep.

“Talent is fragile and so rare.

And our culture does everything to crush it.

I mean even at four or five, they’re coming into school attached to their phones, talking only about TV shows and video games.

It’s a materialistic culture, and it doesn’t support art, or language, or observation.

It’s a lack of curiosity. A lack of reflection”.


Again, we are living in a materialistic culture. I mean it’s great, we have everything we need, we have technologies that make our lives easier and better. And all that stuff. I get it.

But.

We are having a lack of curiosity. I think that’s one of the biggest problem of our generation.

We are not interested in anything.

We are not curious about anything.

And this one thing, which name is CURIOSITY, that only thing what makes us real human beings. It is when we are interested in something so much that we are even obsessed a little. When we want to explore the world around us. When we want to learn new things. Explore ourselves. When we are trying to find answers to our questions so hard.

THAT IS CURIOSITY. And unfortunately, we are losing it.




I’m sure you don’t give any shit about these words. Maybe you don’t even know what this word “curiosity” means.
That’s fine. Most of the things I’m doing is for myself. Writing these words here is kinda a way of learning for me.

Why am I doing this? Because I am CURIOUS.

That’s it. Thank you.

“Find what you love and let it kill you”

Very interesting quote 🤔

If you want to make something big in your life or achieve something big — you gotta be ridiculously ambitious to a fault.

“Learn the rules like a pro, so you can break them like an artist.” ― Pablo Picasso

You know what?! I always thought that way too. And Picasso said it perfectly

Your courage to do what’s right has to be greater than your fear

Good advice for myself and for you guys: be comfortable by being uncomfortable.

We are the most connected generation in the history because of the technology.
But we are the most disconnected with each other and with ourselves.

#modernworld

roll the dice, by Charles Bukowski.

if you're going to try, go all the
way.
otherwise, don't even start.

if you're going to try, go all the
way.
this could mean losing girlfriends,
wives, relatives, jobs and
maybe your mind.

go all the way.
it could mean not eating for 3 or 4 days.
it could mean freezing on a
park bench.
it could mean jail,
it could mean derision,
mockery,
isolation.
isolation is the gift,
all the others are a test of your
endurance, of
how much you really want to
do it.
and you'll do it
despite rejection and the worst odds
and it will be better than
anything else
you can imagine.

if you're going to try,
go all the way.
there is no other feeling like
that.
you will be alone with the gods
and the nights will flame with
fire.

do it, do it, do it.
do it.

all the way
all the way.

you will ride life straight to
perfect laughter, its
the only good fight
there is.

I bought this book when I was in NY, its a book with Charles Bukowski’s poems. I don’t know, I saw that book quite by accident, opened it, read some poems, and it was enough to make me buy it.

I will show you some good and deep lines, that I really liked and found interesting

How are you doing, by the way?

Is everything good?

I know, I haven’t been writing as much as I did before, I just felt like I have nothing to write about.

Or I just focused more on other things in my life.

Have You Earned Your Tomorrow

By Edgar Guest

Is anybody happier because you passed his way?
Does anyone remember that you spoke to him today?
This day is almost over, and its toiling time is through;
Is there anyone to utter now a kindly word of you?

Did you give a cheerful greeting to the friend who came along?
Or a churlish sort of "Howdy" and then vanish in the throng?
Were you selfish pure and simple as you rushed along the way,
Or is someone mighty grateful for a deed you did today?

Can you say tonight, in parting with the day that's slipping fast,
That you helped a single brother of the many that you passed?
Is a single heart rejoicing over what you did or said;
Does a man whose hopes were fading now with courage look ahead?

Did you waste the day, or lose it, was it well or sorely spent?
Did you leave a trail of kindness or a scar of discontent?
As you close your eyes in slumber do you think that God would say,
You have earned one more tomorrow by the work you did today?

Hey guys, this text is gonna be for this who want to know English on a good level.

I’m not talking about particular levels of English, I’m talking about REAL English. The English that you will use in your daily life.

Now I’m going to really focus on improving my English. Especially pronunciation. I’m not saying that my English in general and pronunciation isn’t good, I mean it’s fine. But I want to be like at the very very very good level.

So I already started reading and learning poems, reading tongue-twisters, I’m going to apply for an English class in my town to improve my grammar, maybe I will prepare and study for the TOEFL, we will see.

In general I’m going to study English specifically, because I want to. I know living in the USA, your English is improving anyway, without studying.

But imagine what it would be in one year, if you will study it every day, taking classes, working on your pronunciation, learning something new.

I think your English will improve hugely! That’s what I want.

And one thing that will help you to improve your English by yourself is to learn it through the things that interests you.

Me personally, I love reading, I love quotes, I love watching other people’s speeches with life advices, about philosophy of life, something inspirational. I was watching YouTube videos about leadership, or something like “How successful people think?”, “How to be a confident public speaker” and many videos like that. Or TED talks. That’s my thing. I was really obsessed about this. It was useful in two ways: I was learning general information that really interests me, and also I was learning English.

You have your own interests. Maybe you like singing, learn your favorite songs and sing them(I know it’s so obvious). If you like watching tv shows, watch them in English with subtitles(I think it’s for everyone). Now with internet, you can find everything, it doesn’t have to be boring.

Anyway, learn English following your interests. That’s how you definitely will improve your English. And It’s not gonna be boring.

For example, I like writing and guess what? I write in English! And I’m so happy that I can express my thoughts and my feelings somehow through writing in another language.

I like reading. I try to read a lot. And not just reading a bunch of different books, but reading what seems interesting to me. Recently, I started reading about philosophy a lot. Philosophies of life. Everyone should have his own philosophy, the way how he sees life and how he should live his life. I can talk about this a lot. Which I will in another text.

This year I’m gonna focus on improving my English, seriously. I hope you will start with me too.

So guys, start doing something everyday, little by little.

Learn English by following your interests.

Don’t be a fucking lazy ass!