We are doing the “Peter Pan” ballet at the beginning of September. So they gave me this role, being a Peter Pan.
And today was the first day of rehearsals.
I am so tired and exhausted. There’s so much to learn.
Anyway, I’m dead
but happy
And today was the first day of rehearsals.
I am so tired and exhausted. There’s so much to learn.
Anyway, I’m dead
but happy
I’m watching interview with Will Smith, and I have to write one really good advice that he said.
Here we go:
“Don’t let your successes go in your head. And don’t let your failures go in your heart”
Think about that. This is such a good advice.
Here we go:
“Don’t let your successes go in your head. And don’t let your failures go in your heart”
Think about that. This is such a good advice.
All right people, I feel like I want to write some shit right here....
You know what?! Actually, nope. Just kidding, I have nothing in my mind right now.
I would like to say one thing. Everybody dies, but not everybody lives. You know what I mean. Take the risks, pursue your dream, find something that you really love in your life. I just can’t understand 🤷♀️ why people are afraid to pursue their dreams? Or do the things that they wanna do?
Why?
You will suffer anyway. You will have pain in your life anyway. It doesn’t matter. That’s life. You never know what’s gonna happen tomorrow.
Why you are not choosing to suffer toward your dreams? Again, cuz you will suffer anyway. So it’s much... I mean so it’s better to go after the things that you want and suffer, than live a mediocre life and suffer.
It’s simple. Simple, but not easy. That’s the thing.
I don’t know guys. I love what I’m doing. I love people around me. I’m exploring myself and the world around me. I’m learning. Of coarse I don’t feel like that every single day, sometimes I feel like I hate everybody in this world. I hate myself, I don’t wanna do my job, I feel real bad every once in a while. But that’s fine. I’m a human being, as I said “shit happens sometimes in our life”.
But believe me, It’s your job and it’s in your control to make your life better. And if you think it’s not in your control,
you are just a dick... that’s it. I have no words for you.
You know what?! Actually, nope. Just kidding, I have nothing in my mind right now.
I would like to say one thing. Everybody dies, but not everybody lives. You know what I mean. Take the risks, pursue your dream, find something that you really love in your life. I just can’t understand 🤷♀️ why people are afraid to pursue their dreams? Or do the things that they wanna do?
Why?
You will suffer anyway. You will have pain in your life anyway. It doesn’t matter. That’s life. You never know what’s gonna happen tomorrow.
Why you are not choosing to suffer toward your dreams? Again, cuz you will suffer anyway. So it’s much... I mean so it’s better to go after the things that you want and suffer, than live a mediocre life and suffer.
It’s simple. Simple, but not easy. That’s the thing.
I don’t know guys. I love what I’m doing. I love people around me. I’m exploring myself and the world around me. I’m learning. Of coarse I don’t feel like that every single day, sometimes I feel like I hate everybody in this world. I hate myself, I don’t wanna do my job, I feel real bad every once in a while. But that’s fine. I’m a human being, as I said “shit happens sometimes in our life”.
But believe me, It’s your job and it’s in your control to make your life better. And if you think it’s not in your control,
you are just a dick... that’s it. I have no words for you.
This video makes me feel so emotional. It’s so emotional and inspirational. It almost made me cry. After watching video like this you always wanna believe in something good, you have hope that life is more than just suffering and just living.
It is definitely more.
https://twitter.com/sinow/status/1050057048686092288?s=21
It is definitely more.
https://twitter.com/sinow/status/1050057048686092288?s=21
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Sports Illustrated
Justin Gallegos, a runner at Oregon with cerebral palsy, thought he was just finishing another cross country race. Little did he know, Nike was waiting at the finish line to offer him a pro contract (via @kabdullah360 / Elevation 0m) https://t.co/FIXFoHQYI3
This words are so deep.
“Talent is fragile and so rare.
And our culture does everything to crush it.
I mean even at four or five, they’re coming into school attached to their phones, talking only about TV shows and video games.
It’s a materialistic culture, and it doesn’t support art, or language, or observation.
It’s a lack of curiosity. A lack of reflection”.
Again, we are living in a materialistic culture. I mean it’s great, we have everything we need, we have technologies that make our lives easier and better. And all that stuff. I get it.
But.
We are having a lack of curiosity. I think that’s one of the biggest problem of our generation.
We are not interested in anything.
We are not curious about anything.
And this one thing, which name is CURIOSITY, that only thing what makes us real human beings. It is when we are interested in something so much that we are even obsessed a little. When we want to explore the world around us. When we want to learn new things. Explore ourselves. When we are trying to find answers to our questions so hard.
THAT IS CURIOSITY. And unfortunately, we are losing it.
I’m sure you don’t give any shit about these words. Maybe you don’t even know what this word “curiosity” means.
That’s fine. Most of the things I’m doing is for myself. Writing these words here is kinda a way of learning for me.
Why am I doing this? Because I am CURIOUS.
That’s it. Thank you.
“Talent is fragile and so rare.
And our culture does everything to crush it.
I mean even at four or five, they’re coming into school attached to their phones, talking only about TV shows and video games.
It’s a materialistic culture, and it doesn’t support art, or language, or observation.
It’s a lack of curiosity. A lack of reflection”.
Again, we are living in a materialistic culture. I mean it’s great, we have everything we need, we have technologies that make our lives easier and better. And all that stuff. I get it.
But.
We are having a lack of curiosity. I think that’s one of the biggest problem of our generation.
We are not interested in anything.
We are not curious about anything.
And this one thing, which name is CURIOSITY, that only thing what makes us real human beings. It is when we are interested in something so much that we are even obsessed a little. When we want to explore the world around us. When we want to learn new things. Explore ourselves. When we are trying to find answers to our questions so hard.
THAT IS CURIOSITY. And unfortunately, we are losing it.
I’m sure you don’t give any shit about these words. Maybe you don’t even know what this word “curiosity” means.
That’s fine. Most of the things I’m doing is for myself. Writing these words here is kinda a way of learning for me.
Why am I doing this? Because I am CURIOUS.
That’s it. Thank you.
If you want to make something big in your life or achieve something big — you gotta be ridiculously ambitious to a fault.
“Learn the rules like a pro, so you can break them like an artist.” ― Pablo Picasso
You know what?! I always thought that way too. And Picasso said it perfectly
You know what?! I always thought that way too. And Picasso said it perfectly
Good advice for myself and for you guys: be comfortable by being uncomfortable.
We are the most connected generation in the history because of the technology.
But we are the most disconnected with each other and with ourselves.
#modernworld
But we are the most disconnected with each other and with ourselves.
#modernworld
roll the dice, by Charles Bukowski.
if you're going to try, go all the
way.
otherwise, don't even start.
if you're going to try, go all the
way.
this could mean losing girlfriends,
wives, relatives, jobs and
maybe your mind.
go all the way.
it could mean not eating for 3 or 4 days.
it could mean freezing on a
park bench.
it could mean jail,
it could mean derision,
mockery,
isolation.
isolation is the gift,
all the others are a test of your
endurance, of
how much you really want to
do it.
and you'll do it
despite rejection and the worst odds
and it will be better than
anything else
you can imagine.
if you're going to try,
go all the way.
there is no other feeling like
that.
you will be alone with the gods
and the nights will flame with
fire.
do it, do it, do it.
do it.
all the way
all the way.
you will ride life straight to
perfect laughter, its
the only good fight
there is.
if you're going to try, go all the
way.
otherwise, don't even start.
if you're going to try, go all the
way.
this could mean losing girlfriends,
wives, relatives, jobs and
maybe your mind.
go all the way.
it could mean not eating for 3 or 4 days.
it could mean freezing on a
park bench.
it could mean jail,
it could mean derision,
mockery,
isolation.
isolation is the gift,
all the others are a test of your
endurance, of
how much you really want to
do it.
and you'll do it
despite rejection and the worst odds
and it will be better than
anything else
you can imagine.
if you're going to try,
go all the way.
there is no other feeling like
that.
you will be alone with the gods
and the nights will flame with
fire.
do it, do it, do it.
do it.
all the way
all the way.
you will ride life straight to
perfect laughter, its
the only good fight
there is.
I bought this book when I was in NY, its a book with Charles Bukowski’s poems. I don’t know, I saw that book quite by accident, opened it, read some poems, and it was enough to make me buy it.
I will show you some good and deep lines, that I really liked and found interesting
How are you doing, by the way?
Is everything good?
I know, I haven’t been writing as much as I did before, I just felt like I have nothing to write about.
Or I just focused more on other things in my life.
Is everything good?
I know, I haven’t been writing as much as I did before, I just felt like I have nothing to write about.
Or I just focused more on other things in my life.
Have You Earned Your Tomorrow
By Edgar Guest
Is anybody happier because you passed his way?
Does anyone remember that you spoke to him today?
This day is almost over, and its toiling time is through;
Is there anyone to utter now a kindly word of you?
Did you give a cheerful greeting to the friend who came along?
Or a churlish sort of "Howdy" and then vanish in the throng?
Were you selfish pure and simple as you rushed along the way,
Or is someone mighty grateful for a deed you did today?
Can you say tonight, in parting with the day that's slipping fast,
That you helped a single brother of the many that you passed?
Is a single heart rejoicing over what you did or said;
Does a man whose hopes were fading now with courage look ahead?
Did you waste the day, or lose it, was it well or sorely spent?
Did you leave a trail of kindness or a scar of discontent?
As you close your eyes in slumber do you think that God would say,
You have earned one more tomorrow by the work you did today?
By Edgar Guest
Is anybody happier because you passed his way?
Does anyone remember that you spoke to him today?
This day is almost over, and its toiling time is through;
Is there anyone to utter now a kindly word of you?
Did you give a cheerful greeting to the friend who came along?
Or a churlish sort of "Howdy" and then vanish in the throng?
Were you selfish pure and simple as you rushed along the way,
Or is someone mighty grateful for a deed you did today?
Can you say tonight, in parting with the day that's slipping fast,
That you helped a single brother of the many that you passed?
Is a single heart rejoicing over what you did or said;
Does a man whose hopes were fading now with courage look ahead?
Did you waste the day, or lose it, was it well or sorely spent?
Did you leave a trail of kindness or a scar of discontent?
As you close your eyes in slumber do you think that God would say,
You have earned one more tomorrow by the work you did today?