Forwarded from Maki ιΌ¬ (commissions open)
Don't mind the village that's conveniently right next to a blood alter :3
CW: Vent
Generally this has been the most stressful month of all time I began shit and it's ending shit. It's a constant calamity of awfulness and I don't know why.
It's hard for me to cry dispite being very emotional, probably because my father gets angry whenever I do it when I was younger, but I cried my eyes out so many times this month that it's honestly... yeah.
Doing art has help a bit but idk.
It's hard for me to cry dispite being very emotional, probably because my father gets angry whenever I do it when I was younger, but I cried my eyes out so many times this month that it's honestly... yeah.
Doing art has help a bit but idk.
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CW: Vent
Finally got some much needed rest. Honestly things has been getting a bit better but things still suck. Yesterday I had to deal with two abusers and I attempted to asks someone out which failed. Honestly I feel like when I am majorly stressed, I get very affectionate and fawn a lot. It's pretty unhealthy and I gotta do something about it.
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On the other news, the water system in my house broke! Dad is trying to fix it asap which is good, It really sucks when I you put some soap on your hands just to find out the faucet is dry.
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So I spent all day drawing and playing minecraft rather than actually working on my assignments. Tomorrow I gotta force myself to do them xwx.
Apple cider vinegar and lemon juice are crazy holy shit. I started using them when making my own dipping sauce and it makes it taste heavenly.
Vent:
So this one person I decided to reconnect sent me to another BPD spiral again. I'm done being friends with her. She has hurt me more than once she has more power than me to fuck me over.
I'm currently talking to the moderators about letting me black her cuz she's an admin.
I'm currently talking to the moderators about letting me black her cuz she's an admin.
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My constant affection always backfires, I need to change
As a person to grow.
As a person to grow.
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