Dear mom, dad, my brothers and sis
.. If i died one day make it sure i had dead from along time, always i had hid this thing, but the situation was really bad, from 2 years and especially last months, I'm not me, i tried to got out my self from that , literally without any benefit, i lived inside my head more than outside, always i was evade from the reality by a long sleep, but exactly i was dreaming about what i was thinking, i lived a lot of things alone, i hated home, college, social media exactly everything ,Deteriorated my studying, health,my self, i lost My self-confidence exactly i hated my self!! but all of this i didn't care about it because all i need is “death”, so the depression finally killed me , it killed the ambitious girl that didn’t completely the 20 yet.
Malak.
.. If i died one day make it sure i had dead from along time, always i had hid this thing, but the situation was really bad, from 2 years and especially last months, I'm not me, i tried to got out my self from that , literally without any benefit, i lived inside my head more than outside, always i was evade from the reality by a long sleep, but exactly i was dreaming about what i was thinking, i lived a lot of things alone, i hated home, college, social media exactly everything ,Deteriorated my studying, health,my self, i lost My self-confidence exactly i hated my self!! but all of this i didn't care about it because all i need is “death”, so the depression finally killed me , it killed the ambitious girl that didn’t completely the 20 yet.
Malak.
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وَعنْ أَبي سَعيدٍ وأَبي هُرَيْرة رضيَ اللَّه عَنْهُمَا عن النَّبيِّ ﷺ قَالَ: مَا يُصِيبُ الْمُسْلِمَ مِنْ نَصَبٍ وَلاَ وَصَبٍ وَلاَ هَمٍّ وَلاَ حَزَن وَلاَ أَذًى وَلاَ غمٍّ، حتَّى الشَّوْكَةُ يُشَاكُها إِلاَّ كفَّر اللَّه بهَا مِنْ خطَايَاه متفقٌ عَلَيهِ
" أعوذ بالله من عينٍ تصيب القلب فتُحزنه ، والرزق فتُنقصه ، والبال فتتعبه ، والنجاح فتُفشله "