If you think about it, in highschool I dated someone who would be called femcel nowadays. And I was her first romantic experience. How terrible for her! I probably fucked up her perception of love for the rest of her life T_T

Maybe I actually should stay single forever despite feeling terribly lonely. Cause what if I am actually even more clumsy with people than I think.

What if she was actually extremely unhappy with me but didn't say anything cause she just assumed that's how things are due to the lack of any point of reference?

This was like 5 years ago dammit, why do I still worry about it?

Or maybe I am actually wrong and it wasn't that bad. For example, she was extremely afraid of cops but when I had problems instead of breaking up with me after being questioned by the police she still came to see and support me.

I remember literally telling someone

I have two things: the past I cherish so much and the future I work for. The present on the other hand feels kinda empty to the point that I feel like I don't have it.

Maybe that's a weird thing to think.

Boy things xd. Someone once said men feel totally fine sacrificing their life as long as it's for something greater than themselves. And I guess I love my imaginary future family more than I love myself.

On multiple occasions I thought I should make a will cause more likely than not I will end up killing myself leaving behind a large amount of investments that were never put to use

Anime girls don't exist. But maybe women aren't real either.

Me when I imagine Eduardo and Dude kissing passionately

Special for Eduardo

High index lenses xd

Should I quit my job to play GTNH?

35 years old guy here. I inherited a lot of money because sadly, the last member in my family passed away. I have so much now that I can easily live off dividends until I die. I am considering to just quit my job and dedicate myself full-time to GTNH, I could even start streaming. What do you think?

I have no friends, never had a girlfriend and now I don't even have a family left. I have nothing to lose, I could grind 10 hours a day for Stargate (multiple ones even).

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