I looked through my bank statements. Last time I had a haircut was in April. I probably look like this to other people. I feel so terrified thinking about going anywhere now that at this point I think I will just start cutting my own hair. I'm just afraid if I do this I will feel too ashamed to go to a professional ever again, kinda point of no return. Maybe I do have some issues after all...

Or maybe instead I look like this, who knows

My other problem is that I am probably very malnutritioned so my hair health is on the rock bottom. When I was a teen my hair was so nice and kinda fluffy but now it's very thin and constantly falls out and breaks at random points. Or maybe it's just me getting old and balding already, dunno :(

Behold: Ellie (now I gotta add some more useful traits to her)