Почему так?

Aw damn. I was doing some research on European visas. Naturally, you would think of going through "young professional" programs that exist in many countries. But turns out that some countries define "young professional" as 18-26 age bracket. Others have a requirement of "Recognised degree obtained within the last 3 years". I already fail the second condition and soon will not fall under the first one. Literally expired. Fuck my life.

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me when I think about my future

If you actually look at the current state of things, I am not actually sinking in piss: I have a bachelor's degree, a well-paying job that does not make me want to quit the minute my day starts, I can afford pizza, I got myself a computer and even a Steam Deck both of which I can use to enjoy games almost daily.

...so why? Why do I feel like I am the worst person on Earth? Why do I cry every time I seriously think about my future? Why do I feel like being in a relationship with me would be an unimaginably terrible experience for my partner? Why does it seem like no matter what I do, my life will only get worse? Why do I have zero plans and dreams?

Почему так?

Imagine you’re so small and cold and scared but there’s smaller ones that are smaller and colder and more scared. I’m going to cry.

Good ending: kittens were taken by a shelter and then moved to foster families.

Why did they choose this color? Should I tag this NSFW?

waow I am fumking rich