When I say I'm tired, it doesn't mean I am giving up. I just feel so exhausted in everything, that no matter how many times I force myself to get up, I still end up feeling completely wear out. I've been thinking about my life and it's a shame on me seeing myself helplessly not progressing. I can't even make myself proud.
When I say I'm tired, I want people to understand me. I want them to appreciate me eventhough I will never be enough to impress them. I want them to give me silence for awhile or simply leave me alone. I never want to quit, but at least give me a time to rest from this tiredness.
I may have failed so many times, but I am working hard to make myself better. I'm tired proving myself to anyone. But I wish they know that before they become disppointed with me, I've already been disappointed with myself for a long time.
โ Shiori X
When I say I'm tired, I want people to understand me. I want them to appreciate me eventhough I will never be enough to impress them. I want them to give me silence for awhile or simply leave me alone. I never want to quit, but at least give me a time to rest from this tiredness.
I may have failed so many times, but I am working hard to make myself better. I'm tired proving myself to anyone. But I wish they know that before they become disppointed with me, I've already been disappointed with myself for a long time.
โ Shiori X
Note to self:
Allow yourself to be happy. I know how many heartbreaks you've been through and how much sadness you've been keeping in your heart lately. I know sometimes you feel like questioning your worth because you feel like you are not enough in everything. But today, I want you to know that you deserve to be happy. I want you to stop settling for less than what you deserve and start appreciating yourself more often. I want you to be the best version of yourself, not to please others but to be proud of yourself. Little by little, I hope you plant love in yourself so that you will never grow into hatred.
Allow yourself to be happy. I know how many heartbreaks you've been through and how much sadness you've been keeping in your heart lately. I know sometimes you feel like questioning your worth because you feel like you are not enough in everything. But today, I want you to know that you deserve to be happy. I want you to stop settling for less than what you deserve and start appreciating yourself more often. I want you to be the best version of yourself, not to please others but to be proud of yourself. Little by little, I hope you plant love in yourself so that you will never grow into hatred.
I want you to see your worth because, all this time, you've been treating yourself poorly. I know how kind you are to others, but please don't forget to be kind to yourself too. Know to yourself that you are precious. I want you to know that you didn't deserve all the pain that you have received and endured for a long time. Allow yourself to heal as well. Not everything is meant to be broken, and so you are. I know that it's not easy right now because, for a very long time, you used to believe that you would never be okay. That you will never be happy. But today, I want you to remind yourself that it's not too late to become a better and happier version of yourself. And one day, I hope you'll finally realize that treating and loving yourself right will make you feel more worthy.
โ Shiori X
โ Shiori X
It's tiring, I know.
Some days you just want to shut everyone out, some nights you just stay awake for hours trying to silence the thoughts. And in the brief moments of calm, you just take it all inโevery bit of the escape before the world starts turning again.
It's funny how everything just moves so slowly, and so quickly at the same time. From the dancing of the clouds to the setting of the sun, from the red numbers counting down at the stoplight, to the sea of people scrambling below it.
How exactly do we catch up with the rest of the world?
Just keep on walking. It might take time, but when you finally found where your heart is at rest, that tiny spot in this universe where everything's as calm as the sea, trust me, you can just sit down, watch the days and the nights pass in a blur, and life would still feel good. Everything would still be beautiful. Then you'll realize how it's never a race or a competitionโjust a matter of finding where we belong.
โJun Mark Patilan
Some days you just want to shut everyone out, some nights you just stay awake for hours trying to silence the thoughts. And in the brief moments of calm, you just take it all inโevery bit of the escape before the world starts turning again.
It's funny how everything just moves so slowly, and so quickly at the same time. From the dancing of the clouds to the setting of the sun, from the red numbers counting down at the stoplight, to the sea of people scrambling below it.
How exactly do we catch up with the rest of the world?
Just keep on walking. It might take time, but when you finally found where your heart is at rest, that tiny spot in this universe where everything's as calm as the sea, trust me, you can just sit down, watch the days and the nights pass in a blur, and life would still feel good. Everything would still be beautiful. Then you'll realize how it's never a race or a competitionโjust a matter of finding where we belong.
โJun Mark Patilan
A reminder to those who feel so disappointed with themselves right now:
I want you to know that you did well. I hope you'll stop thinking that you are not good enough. It is okay to fall sometimes. What's important is that you always try your best to get up and show the world how strong you are. I know sometimes it hurts to see yourself feeling so devastated about almost everything. It's hard to lose your confidence after telling yourself that you are not doing any better. There will always be room for improvement. Know that you can take all your time to chase your goals. It is not a race, and all people have their own timeline. I may never know how hard you've been trying or how long you've been feeling frustrated about your dreams, but I think you must know that you deserve to be proud of yourself.
I want you to know that you did well. I hope you'll stop thinking that you are not good enough. It is okay to fall sometimes. What's important is that you always try your best to get up and show the world how strong you are. I know sometimes it hurts to see yourself feeling so devastated about almost everything. It's hard to lose your confidence after telling yourself that you are not doing any better. There will always be room for improvement. Know that you can take all your time to chase your goals. It is not a race, and all people have their own timeline. I may never know how hard you've been trying or how long you've been feeling frustrated about your dreams, but I think you must know that you deserve to be proud of yourself.
Maybe some of you feel like you are stuck in a situation where you never see yourself making progress, but trust me, you've come so far and you've shown so much strength in pulling yourself together every time you feel like giving up. And trust me, that is already enough reason for you not to feel disappointed in yourself. You see, through patience and faith, you'll eventually get to where you want to be. And maybe for now it's painful because you see that some people are already living their dreams while you are still there at the same spot where you fell four years ago. It must be painful for you to watch yourself fall apart with every failure that you encounter. But right now, I want you to know that I believe in you. There are some people out there who are silently rooting for you.
It's okay to feel lost sometimes. There are actually some moments in our lives where we don't know what to do. Most people out there are busy chasing their dreams, while some of you here are still clueless about what you want to be in the future or where you want to see yourself someday. And I tell you now that it's okay. Forget about those who judge you because you fail or just because you're stuck in one place; start focusing on yourself and on those people that matter a lot to you. Focus on those who support and appreciate you, and if nobody does, appreciate yourself for everything that you've sacrificed throughout your journey. And most importantly, your time will come, so always be proud of yourself because everything you do really matters.
โ Shiori X
It's okay to feel lost sometimes. There are actually some moments in our lives where we don't know what to do. Most people out there are busy chasing their dreams, while some of you here are still clueless about what you want to be in the future or where you want to see yourself someday. And I tell you now that it's okay. Forget about those who judge you because you fail or just because you're stuck in one place; start focusing on yourself and on those people that matter a lot to you. Focus on those who support and appreciate you, and if nobody does, appreciate yourself for everything that you've sacrificed throughout your journey. And most importantly, your time will come, so always be proud of yourself because everything you do really matters.
โ Shiori X
i usually deal with my own problems alone and i automatically distance myself from everyone once i feel sad and tired for some reason. i don't ask for help that often, even from my close friends, because i don't want to be a burden on them. besides, i don't know how to ask for help, so i just disappear and fix myself, then return once i feel better. some ppl think that i'm too aloof and being too distance from them, but that's just who i am and i badly want them to understand that.
โค2
Sometimes I feel so alone even when I'm surrounded with people. I feel so empty even when some people try to make me happy. I'm so sick of this feeling. I feel so incomplete and a part of me feels so broken. My mind couldn't stop thinking too much. There is a monster inside my head that tells me I'm worthless, I'm miserable, and I'm completely lost in the dark.
I feel like I am slowly losing myself. And I'm silently tearing apart for the fact that I couldn't even help myself. This life feels like a nightmare to me. I wish I would wake-up feeling something again. One day, I wish all the negative feelings I have will just be gone so that I could live a normal life.
โ Shiori X
I feel like I am slowly losing myself. And I'm silently tearing apart for the fact that I couldn't even help myself. This life feels like a nightmare to me. I wish I would wake-up feeling something again. One day, I wish all the negative feelings I have will just be gone so that I could live a normal life.
โ Shiori X
There are times where I feel like I'm slowly drowning in sadness. I honestly don't know how to deal with it especially when midnight arrives and I couldn't sleep because of it. It hurts to see me this way, I feel like I spend so much time being sad about the things that I couldn't control. Sometimes, I wake-up feeling so unhappy and it makes me want to sleep for a long period of time until every thing feels okay again. But why do I feel this constant sadness in my heart? I guess there are just really some people in my life that make me sad. There are just some things that I couldn't control in my head and I feel like I would always remember all those things that once hurt me. I wish I could just simply let go of this sadness. But how could I ever do that when every time I wake-up, I feel like my heart is tearing apart?
โ Shiori X
โ Shiori X
Hey little dreamer,
Your heart might be a little envious or maybe confused as to why your clock is moving slower compared to the others. You might be sulking in the cornerโasking what has happened or where did it all went wrong. But know that it's all part of the process.
Some of the successful journeys require you to tear yourself apart in order to build a better version. A version that you have been waiting forโthat you've been praying for a while.
And when your time comes, you will reminisce this very momentโas to why the universe had to tear you apart. You will understand why you have to go through all those obstacles and exhausting breakdowns.
โK. RDV.
Your heart might be a little envious or maybe confused as to why your clock is moving slower compared to the others. You might be sulking in the cornerโasking what has happened or where did it all went wrong. But know that it's all part of the process.
Some of the successful journeys require you to tear yourself apart in order to build a better version. A version that you have been waiting forโthat you've been praying for a while.
And when your time comes, you will reminisce this very momentโas to why the universe had to tear you apart. You will understand why you have to go through all those obstacles and exhausting breakdowns.
โK. RDV.
Let me tell you one thing โ pain demands to be felt. Everytime you're trying to be strong, handle all your problems alone, pushing other people away that only wants to help you're only causing further damage to your own heart. Stop convincing yourself that you're indestructible and made up of titanium when in fact your heart is naturally fragile. Let me tell you that it's okay to be soft , it doesn't make you weak. It's okay to be vulnerable, to open up sometimes, to cry and feel the tears of your innocent emotions.
But I promise you that all those pain is shaping you to become the better version of yourself
Like every other soul in this universe you're allowed to hurt and to break and like any fragile hearts in this world you're allowed to heal without doubting yourself if you can make it.
โBalt
But I promise you that all those pain is shaping you to become the better version of yourself
Like every other soul in this universe you're allowed to hurt and to break and like any fragile hearts in this world you're allowed to heal without doubting yourself if you can make it.
โBalt