My level of anxiety has been spiking up ever since I started making openclaw send me morning arXiv daily briefing daily

https://x.com/alexwg/status/2033227542392418458

I don't think I should be doing physics anymore

Pretty slogans are for the most part bullshit. They tell you to stay true to yourself on one hand and tell you to fake it till make it on another

you prolly should not question the ridicule of the world too much

Despite I use English quite often I feel a lot dumber in English mode.

Like not actually dumb, but so much quieter and get way less things I would like to share to the world. It almost feel like nothing goes on in my brain for the most part

People I interact with in the Chinese world know how annoyingly vocal I can get

Do things fast. Fastest as you can.
It’s never about outcompete others. Your urgency of doing things fades fast, you need to get things done before it happens.

my career goal as an academic researcher is to become unemployed.
I’ll publish with no affiliation.
and give conference talks under “currently unemployed”.

The Xi–Trump Beijing summit looks good. High-level dialogue matters. We need more summit-type meetings like this but for science and tech, with US/China policymakers and actual researchers in the room. Talk about some physics, AI, biotech, quantum

as of today AI is incapable of writing serious research papers

Heck AI is straight terrible at writing. It just have no taste in literature

got an email from a predatory journal, looked it up, found someone had published several weird "papers" there, so I googled him
top school phd, worked as scientist at strong institutes, prof at good unis, aps fellow, >200 pubs

this is Guy Ritchie level weird

"Science is what we understand well enough to explain to a computer. Art is everything else we do."

I guess this is no longer true in llm era

Quarto is interesting. I plan to make most my slides based on it. I also ditched hexo and upgrade my entire personal website with Quarto.

https://jaykayz.com/