We have a wild card entry in the confessions, this one is heart touching.
I really do not know how to start this and I am not even fully ready yet to start speaking about this.
When the first lockdown started in March of 2020 it did not affect my life much but as the months went by having to constantly share the living space 24x7 with my own family of 4 became unbearable.
I'm a person that does not like to interact with other and except for my parents and my sibling I only ever actively speak with a handful of people.
One of those few is my cousin sister.
She has always been a huge part of my life to the point where I have drawn my confidence from her for speaking with someone new.
The most I ever interacted with has been her but due to the lockdown I ended up being frustrated the most with her as well. It got to the point where I decided to slowly drift apart from her.
Diwali arrived and my sister's health started to degrade. On last day of Diwali, she visited a doctor for her check-up and she was informed that she may have some serious health issues regarding her heart and she decided to get admitted immediately.
She stayed at the hospital for about 2 weeks before she returned back home deciding to continue her treatment at home as she couldn't deal with the hospital's atmosphere and also cuz she couldn't afford the bills anymore.
Her health only kept on degrading further. It got to the point where she stopped responding almost completely one morning and was immediately rushed to hospital once again.
On the night of December 27 we were informed that she might not make it till next morning. She left us at dawn on 28th. And I didn't get to make up with her. I didn't get to bake our Christmas cakes that we struggled to get the recipe for and made it our yearly tradition. I didn't get to share all the juicy gossips that I had been holding in just for her to get better so that I could bombard her with it cuz there's no one else I wanted to share it with as much as her.
She has always been a part of my everything and now that she's not here, I don't wanna do anything. I can't even talk about her in past tense. This is the first time since she left us that I've spoken about it and this isn't even the start of what I feel.
Tonight, this is my first step towards accepting her absence.
When the first lockdown started in March of 2020 it did not affect my life much but as the months went by having to constantly share the living space 24x7 with my own family of 4 became unbearable.
I'm a person that does not like to interact with other and except for my parents and my sibling I only ever actively speak with a handful of people.
One of those few is my cousin sister.
She has always been a huge part of my life to the point where I have drawn my confidence from her for speaking with someone new.
The most I ever interacted with has been her but due to the lockdown I ended up being frustrated the most with her as well. It got to the point where I decided to slowly drift apart from her.
Diwali arrived and my sister's health started to degrade. On last day of Diwali, she visited a doctor for her check-up and she was informed that she may have some serious health issues regarding her heart and she decided to get admitted immediately.
She stayed at the hospital for about 2 weeks before she returned back home deciding to continue her treatment at home as she couldn't deal with the hospital's atmosphere and also cuz she couldn't afford the bills anymore.
Her health only kept on degrading further. It got to the point where she stopped responding almost completely one morning and was immediately rushed to hospital once again.
On the night of December 27 we were informed that she might not make it till next morning. She left us at dawn on 28th. And I didn't get to make up with her. I didn't get to bake our Christmas cakes that we struggled to get the recipe for and made it our yearly tradition. I didn't get to share all the juicy gossips that I had been holding in just for her to get better so that I could bombard her with it cuz there's no one else I wanted to share it with as much as her.
She has always been a part of my everything and now that she's not here, I don't wanna do anything. I can't even talk about her in past tense. This is the first time since she left us that I've spoken about it and this isn't even the start of what I feel.
Tonight, this is my first step towards accepting her absence.
A classmate that I considered a friend once told me to stop smiling cuz my smile looked weird.
I already know I got tiny lips that don't really curve upwards while smiling and I have always been conscious of them and I put in an effort to make sure it doesn't look weird
To have it pointed out and told to not smile traumatized me and the worst part was that I didn't even realise it until years later when another friend asked me why I always covered my mouth while smiling/laughing. My mind instantly took me back to that particular moment and made me rethink on why I've let a few words affect me so much.
I'm definitely much more immune now to crappy people like that but I just wanted to share it with you all in an effort to maybe request you to reconsider your words before speaking them out loud cuz sometimes they can hurt a person to an extent you never even think of. Thank you for reading😅😅
I already know I got tiny lips that don't really curve upwards while smiling and I have always been conscious of them and I put in an effort to make sure it doesn't look weird
To have it pointed out and told to not smile traumatized me and the worst part was that I didn't even realise it until years later when another friend asked me why I always covered my mouth while smiling/laughing. My mind instantly took me back to that particular moment and made me rethink on why I've let a few words affect me so much.
I'm definitely much more immune now to crappy people like that but I just wanted to share it with you all in an effort to maybe request you to reconsider your words before speaking them out loud cuz sometimes they can hurt a person to an extent you never even think of. Thank you for reading😅😅
I am a 26 year athletic male working in a software firm with good financial condition. I had never dated anyone before. My parents were forcing me to get married and showed me a lot of girls but I rejected almost all until 4 months back they showed me pic of one girl. She was so innocent looking, bold by nature, good personality, I feel for her at first sight. We met and I asked her about her ambitions and all. I asked her about her past and she said she was in a relationship but her family was against the relationship, so she blocked him from everywhere. She had told me that she had only 1 year relation with him. And that she hasn't talked to him from the last 1 year. So slowly and gradually we fell in love with each other, we dated and all things were going smooth. We had our marriage date fixed and banquet hall also fixed and other arrangements were also done. I was very happy and feeling fortunate to get a girl like her as my soulmate.
And than boom, there comes a day when his ex found my fb profile and texted me. He asked me to meet him privately. I went to meet him and was shocked to see the chats and call details going on between them. She had never stopped talking to him and used to talk to him after 3am. I was furious so was he, because he didn't knew anything about her marriage and all the stuff with me.
He showed me some inappropriate pics and videos of them as well.
I was so shocked and frustrated. Why is so that girls can't speak their Heart out clearly. I am continuously thinking why was she cheating on me. Had she hinted me once I would have silently walked out of her life. I than asked my parents that I'll not marry her and I cancelled all the arrangements so far made by my family.
I trusted her blindly that was my only mistake. But I learned that u can't tell whats going on in other persons mind and heart. I am still wandering how can someone show such fake love, fake care, fake promises, and fake things when they actually don't mean all that.
I literally am heart broken as I loved her a lot and with geniune intentions. I managed to spend the last 20 days without taking to her and now I have to manage the rest of my life in the same manner. I now have developed trust issues.
Hope I also find my true love and true soulmate one fine day 😞
And than boom, there comes a day when his ex found my fb profile and texted me. He asked me to meet him privately. I went to meet him and was shocked to see the chats and call details going on between them. She had never stopped talking to him and used to talk to him after 3am. I was furious so was he, because he didn't knew anything about her marriage and all the stuff with me.
He showed me some inappropriate pics and videos of them as well.
I was so shocked and frustrated. Why is so that girls can't speak their Heart out clearly. I am continuously thinking why was she cheating on me. Had she hinted me once I would have silently walked out of her life. I than asked my parents that I'll not marry her and I cancelled all the arrangements so far made by my family.
I trusted her blindly that was my only mistake. But I learned that u can't tell whats going on in other persons mind and heart. I am still wandering how can someone show such fake love, fake care, fake promises, and fake things when they actually don't mean all that.
I literally am heart broken as I loved her a lot and with geniune intentions. I managed to spend the last 20 days without taking to her and now I have to manage the rest of my life in the same manner. I now have developed trust issues.
Hope I also find my true love and true soulmate one fine day 😞
While was working in MNC in Gurugram,there was this girl always wearing mask and staying with three of her friends. I was a kind of curious to know more about her and initiate a talk. But, as destined she turned out to be from other religion and i couldn't muster courage further. However, my attraction kept on increasing as I saw her daily at the time of attendance. I thought its one sided as there wasn't any response from other side. But recently I found her staring at me whenever I looked randomly in the class. So, my hopes became a sort of alive. But later I found out that its very unlikely that she already don't have a boyfriend and all the things came down crashing. I decided to quit job because of some exam prep and I don't know whether I should be thinking further about it or not..??
i’m married male from US, born and raised in Chandigarh. i love sharing my wife with other dudes. this thought came to my mind when I saw a threesome porn of a married couple on onlyfans
Well it was little weird when i asked her that but with time she felt comfortable to talk to me about it. she was totally opposite of this though tbh but with time she gets into this.
we used to talk about other people all the time especially when we go out for like shopping or dinner or beach or you can say almost everywhere. i used to say see that guy is looking at you maybe he wanna fuck you tonight, she laughs and starts looking for girls and used to say see that girl is so hot, look at her booty etc etc etc.
now, we love having threesomes
Well it was little weird when i asked her that but with time she felt comfortable to talk to me about it. she was totally opposite of this though tbh but with time she gets into this.
we used to talk about other people all the time especially when we go out for like shopping or dinner or beach or you can say almost everywhere. i used to say see that guy is looking at you maybe he wanna fuck you tonight, she laughs and starts looking for girls and used to say see that girl is so hot, look at her booty etc etc etc.
now, we love having threesomes
I'm single male from Jammu, but have stayed all over India, and that gave me a chance to meet lot's and lot's of people, but what I'm going to share is totally way ward , I like every human being, had a wish of falling in love, and it materialised too, and after a period of time, it ended, I was 21 than, after that I have been in continuous relationship till date, every time I think it's love, but with time I realise it's not anywhere around love.
I'm confused, the very heart to love a person, unconditionally is missing in me, or probably I'm yet to reach to that level.
I don't know.
I think about this, I don't reach to any conclusion.
Putting up here, was a recap of past thoughts and actions.
I'm confused, the very heart to love a person, unconditionally is missing in me, or probably I'm yet to reach to that level.
I don't know.
I think about this, I don't reach to any conclusion.
Putting up here, was a recap of past thoughts and actions.
This is another confession of mine, I have never discussed it with anyone before, the memory haunts me. The incidence dates back to march 2012, I was at that time staying in Chandigarh, and for some work purpose, I had to be in Pune in next 48 hrs.
The best option for me was to board train.
I started from Chandigarh and reached ambala by bus. From ambala, I had to board jhelum express, which had to depart from ambala at 5 in the morning.
I was sitting at railway station and wiling my time away. Waiting excitedly for the train , around 2 while I was sitting on bench, a very old lady ( must be 80 +) , came and sat their besides me, I felt bad for her. Luckily their was a vendor their who was giving food and tea, I got one for her, and gave it to her. She took it after some hesitation, and went away from their, while she was going from their, she had taken some steps and vanished.
Yes she just vanished, as If like she was never their.
Whenever I think about this I'm unable to comprehend what it was.
It definitely gave me chills at that time, but all along I remember it as an unexplainable experience.
The best option for me was to board train.
I started from Chandigarh and reached ambala by bus. From ambala, I had to board jhelum express, which had to depart from ambala at 5 in the morning.
I was sitting at railway station and wiling my time away. Waiting excitedly for the train , around 2 while I was sitting on bench, a very old lady ( must be 80 +) , came and sat their besides me, I felt bad for her. Luckily their was a vendor their who was giving food and tea, I got one for her, and gave it to her. She took it after some hesitation, and went away from their, while she was going from their, she had taken some steps and vanished.
Yes she just vanished, as If like she was never their.
Whenever I think about this I'm unable to comprehend what it was.
It definitely gave me chills at that time, but all along I remember it as an unexplainable experience.
Don't know how to start with, but sooner or later we do realise that we had lot's and lot's of wrong in our lives.
We chalk out a plan, and think that it would always work, never even thinking once that things can go downhill any moment.
I did the same, practiced, prepared, dvelved into it, but sometimes staryed it from the objective for a considerable time.
But tried to always get back as fast as possible.
Still things went downhill, always and everytime.
In retrospect, I wonder where I went wrong, or what I wanted was not destinied for me.
Today by god's grace I do have certain things but not what I always wanted, or what o wanted to be!!
We chalk out a plan, and think that it would always work, never even thinking once that things can go downhill any moment.
I did the same, practiced, prepared, dvelved into it, but sometimes staryed it from the objective for a considerable time.
But tried to always get back as fast as possible.
Still things went downhill, always and everytime.
In retrospect, I wonder where I went wrong, or what I wanted was not destinied for me.
Today by god's grace I do have certain things but not what I always wanted, or what o wanted to be!!
I dont know how to talk about this. Me and my gf have been in a relationship for more than 6 yrs. Recently, almost 6 months ago i came to know that she got assaulted by her cousin bro. This assault happened before our relationship. But unfortunately she always talks about him and he is the most favorite relatives among all of them. After i knew about this incident i began to doubt her. Because, how can someone talk to a guy so friendly even after her sexualy assaulted her. We began to fight a lot. One day when we were fighting through phon. I asked her about the way he touched her. And this conversation gradually turn in to a sexual way and she end up masturbating herself. All those things make her horney. And she told me that his dick is so big like the guys on porn. And we used to make phone sex and include him on our fantasy and fantsize in detail and in descriptive ways. I am so confused is she really into him. They really had any sex before. Etc etc. I dont know y i confess this in here. May be I needed a place to vent my shit!
It's about my wife. Me n my wife both were College lovers n then got married. I love her but the thought of seeing her get fucked makes me hard. I've shared her nudes with strangers before but after marriage during our honeymoon we went to goa got super drunk i was still in senses but she was completely out when we reached hotel late at night hotel boy helped me get my wife to the room and when we got to room. We put my wife in bed her dress was got all up and her thighs were all visible. To this the hotel boy was shy and was about to leave but for some fucked up reason i didn't let him leave and asked him if he could help me get my wife change. He was more than happy to do it and i got my wife up again and he started unzipping my wife's dress got her in bra panty and he was groping my wife got my wife naked dimmed the lights then watched him pump wife he finished inside her. My wife next morning thought we had sex last night n everything went normal fast forward to month later she's pregnant and now I'm horrified what if it's not my child. I can't tell her to abort and now I'm stuck I don't know what to do?
28 f working professional. I have never done in real so just confessing desires.. I wish I can help many of friends needs..
So we all have needs, and since becoming separated women.. my divorce is not yet complete for some reasons.. I wish that I could sure my friends are sexually satisfied. I'll suck their cocks, let them use my face for there pleasure. I'll then tell them too relax while I sit on there cock and ride the night away.. i kinda wish I had more friends like that though 😈
So we all have needs, and since becoming separated women.. my divorce is not yet complete for some reasons.. I wish that I could sure my friends are sexually satisfied. I'll suck their cocks, let them use my face for there pleasure. I'll then tell them too relax while I sit on there cock and ride the night away.. i kinda wish I had more friends like that though 😈
I started working in company after I got selected in an interview in the company.
I was new so I used to make mistakes while working but my manager being strict used to shout on me a lot.
So one day after office, I went to his cabin and gave him a blowjob along with showing of my naked body.
Since then he has been having sex with me till I got married.
I got married 2 years ago.
Now after marriage also, he has become friends with my husband and he comes to my house when he is not at home.
He fucks me in my mangalsutra and i also enjoy it.
I was new so I used to make mistakes while working but my manager being strict used to shout on me a lot.
So one day after office, I went to his cabin and gave him a blowjob along with showing of my naked body.
Since then he has been having sex with me till I got married.
I got married 2 years ago.
Now after marriage also, he has become friends with my husband and he comes to my house when he is not at home.
He fucks me in my mangalsutra and i also enjoy it.