ADMIT CARD AAGYA

escape velocity is needed for me to escape this loophole but im revolving in the same over and over again with my orbital velocity :')

i am starting the chapter, after finishing it moving to another, while doin another, forgetting the previous one so revising it again.
hence i am back to the first chapter, so net displacement is zero
i.e my velocity of revision is 0 :')

admit card milne tak mai admit hojaungi.

if i dont focus now, all the efforts i had put will be worthless, it scares me😭
there were many night i dedicated to book instead of sleeping, many friends i lost contact with, many games period i missed for solving few more questions, lot of breakdowns, lot of taunts, scolding, expectations aaaaa.

but as the quote on my wall says

keep working hard without being overly concerned about the outcomes or results.

ill just continue pushing myself to maximum.

*sigh*

(jhutha dilasa de rhi hu)

Jo maine padha ussi mai se paper aayega 🫢

mai hi paper hu

bas itna optimism needed

the 'hojayega' sounds so relieving.

no more crying reaction, khush rho bhencho

😭😭😭bas mai roungi

glimpse-


if I had known that after investing 18 years of my life in studies, not by giving boards twice, but in fact by seeing boards thrice, A course that too in which I have to study for 5 years then work hard for the next 2-3 years, then I swear.

I would have hanged myself with the umbilical cord itself. There would have been no problem of finding a rope after the need.

anyways