i have developed this weird habit of seenzoning people thinking i’ll definitely reply to em later but by the time i am there it’s already too late to owe em an explanation 👩🏼‍🦯😭

um, so i herd a tune playing when i was in my auto, on my way to coaching, stressed up cuz i had an exam.
this tune totally refreshed my mood, although it was playing in someone's car-
since then, i wanted to listen to the actual song so bad
the moment i finished my exam, i started to 'recall' the tune so that i could finally hear it.
but alas, i had forgotten

i had it somewhere in my brain playing, but it was inaudible.
it pissed me off so much.

and then, i reached home, all frustrated and pissed...just few minutes ago, i opened my spotify and put my 'liked songs' on shuffle
and guess what?

yes, IT WAS THE SAME SONG.

its unbelievable, i call such things, 'magic'

i still cant believe it, how tf did this happen-

- when i look back, there was nothing colourful

- it's a part of growing up
it doesn't look colourful
if it does, then you're living a bad present.

date night but it’s just you looking pretty on the hood of my car sucking on a lollipop while you watch me digging a hole for the body of the last person that broke your heart.

Bro was a good manipulator

right, again-
i had an exam.

last time, it was 'get 600+ for momos treat and i got 620ish'

now its get '640+ for the same'

plis pray for my treat-

i admire kafka sm

2 hours of sleep now and then 2 hours of revision for my practicals

or

2 hours of revision now with coffee and then sleep for 2 hours for the same-

ps - i am very sleepy rn but again, if i sleep, i might not wake up on time??

but😭will i grasp anything if im sleepy already-

but what if i sleep and wont wake up on time-

ek kaam krti hu faasi laga leti hu

i love her, gn-

she literally called me at 5

drumrolls😭😭😭😭😭😭😭