😭😭.

some people are really worth being grateful for.

i wonder how am i gonna survive if my future husband aint gonna run behind me every sec to remind me that i gotta eat, and feed me.

context - so basically, yesterday i had an exam and a speech.
so i had to leave early but (fir ghar me kuch rona dhona hogya) toh i was late so i just ran-
in this process, i forgot my breakfast.
my exam and speech, both went well, but there are other things which shook my brain so i was exhausted (both mentally and physically)
plus, i had been pulling an all nighter from last 4-5 days lol, so i needed sleep

the moment i returned home, something more added to my blank-ness, and i slept. ahem. (sleep is such an escape)
in this process, i skipped my lunch and dinner. (because i was asleep)
and surprising thing is, nobody cared, lmao-
nobody woke me up?😭😭like omg, i have not taken even a bite of aything the entire day and my family was least bothered.

anyways.
so i woke up, and now, i realised
i actually 'didnt eat anything at all' the entire day lol.

not a flex (do not get inspired or you will die)
😭and now my mom is angry at me for not eating?? like cmon?? bhukhi bhi mai, gussa bhi sab mujhpe???

she is my inspo-

i have developed this weird habit of seenzoning people thinking i’ll definitely reply to em later but by the time i am there it’s already too late to owe em an explanation 👩🏼‍🦯😭

um, so i herd a tune playing when i was in my auto, on my way to coaching, stressed up cuz i had an exam.
this tune totally refreshed my mood, although it was playing in someone's car-
since then, i wanted to listen to the actual song so bad
the moment i finished my exam, i started to 'recall' the tune so that i could finally hear it.
but alas, i had forgotten

i had it somewhere in my brain playing, but it was inaudible.
it pissed me off so much.

and then, i reached home, all frustrated and pissed...just few minutes ago, i opened my spotify and put my 'liked songs' on shuffle
and guess what?

yes, IT WAS THE SAME SONG.

its unbelievable, i call such things, 'magic'

i still cant believe it, how tf did this happen-

- when i look back, there was nothing colourful

- it's a part of growing up
it doesn't look colourful
if it does, then you're living a bad present.

date night but it’s just you looking pretty on the hood of my car sucking on a lollipop while you watch me digging a hole for the body of the last person that broke your heart.

Bro was a good manipulator

right, again-
i had an exam.

last time, it was 'get 600+ for momos treat and i got 620ish'

now its get '640+ for the same'

plis pray for my treat-

i admire kafka sm

2 hours of sleep now and then 2 hours of revision for my practicals

or

2 hours of revision now with coffee and then sleep for 2 hours for the same-

ps - i am very sleepy rn but again, if i sleep, i might not wake up on time??