i hate misunderstandings indeed, but more than that, i hate the drama, 'the unnecessary drama'
i often really never show interest in clearing misunderstandings thinking that, i have to get myself into the so called 'drama' and clear things out and explain it to a person who is already not ready to understand things.
this is wrong i know, but i have no energy to get myself involved in explaining the self explanatory things, people see what they want to see. so if you saw whatever you WANTED to, then i really can not undo YOUR mindset and convince you to SEE the reality, so i really dont care. (i mean even if i care, i dont want to)

my fragile heart cant take it anymore ouch

i have never seen a man as patient and polite as my father.

I used to be so afraid of losing ppl, until i realized most of them were never really down for me in the first place. Even tho my loyalty & love for them ran deep, they could careless. So instead of being afraid of losing them, i fell back & watched them lose me.

nvm fuck everything.

i usually don't sleep much, but if i am rotting in the corner of my room on my bed then there's something definitely odd.

guess who's bday it is today <3

i bought a cardigan and im on cloud nine😭😭😭

i mean, they are generally so expensive so i couldnt, until yesterday, it was just so pretty that my mom couldnt resist buying it irrespective of the price😭i wanted it so bad kwjhsgedrthjka

Going through old photos can be very depressing

Especially when you have the screenshots of those paragraphs which they sent you, and you saved it to surprise them later but now they are gone.

Like, ouch.

huh what

My honest reaction

be with me.

I can’t blame me but I can’t defend me either

nvm, lets study

people are so weird.