😔😔😔.

im fine im fine

its vveryyyyyyyyyy old, but was somewhere rotting in my gallery. so here-

cry.

you won't believe what-

so a few weeks back, i was on my way to my coaching and just so you know, i only carry a 100rs note usually because it mostly takes 50-60rs for the cab and rest few for 'just in case' and my dad comes to pick me up so no worries.
yes. so basically
the other day, i had as always, a hundred in my bag.
before i could book a cab, i saw a bhaiya (maybe 20-21yo) so he seemed to be lil stressed. he was standing near me and i seemed concerned (i have such a face lmao)
so he approached me and said, ''do you happen to have a 50rs. note, i lost my purse and my phone died''
now, it was really WEIRD
because first, how can you lost your purse, a teen like me is more responsible than you huh
second, why did your bettery die at the same time,
and third, why do you need a 50rs note instead of a phone to call
huh

but out of all these questions, the only thing i uttered is
'yeah, lemme check once'

lmao-
see, i didnt really believe him much at that point cuz he was a STRANGER.
so i was checking my bag out of the least possibilty of humanity until he says 'i want it to pay my cab, and i'll meet my friend in a while so i'll repay you''
very suspicious lol

now.
i am already short on money.
i havnt booked my cab yet and i just have 100rs.
but again
out of the least possibility of humanity being alive, i gave 50rs. to that stranger.


luckily, i got my cab under 50 that day.
and he asked me to wait so he could repay but i couldnt as i was getting late (also, i wouldnt have lol)

today, i had to visit dispensary
after which i saw a cafe and wanted to stay there for a while.
and guess what
I SAW THE SAME PERSON-
(sitting on one of the tables)
lmao
ofc i couldnt just go and be like ''hey my 50 rs''
neither did i care
so i simply enjoyed my coffee.


when i was leaving,
i went to pay for it, the coffee was worth 120rs.
and-

they said, someone already paid for it.

i asked his name etc because obviously mf you paid 120rs-
and they said, they cant reveal it blah blah privacy and shi

i mean, i feel im in debt atp
but i very well know it was him.
and before i could find him, he disappeared (literal ghost)
i'll spend these (120 - 50 = 70 lol) 70rs on something good.
i love this cycle of helping people.

i have CHEMISTRY exam tomorrow and i cant even leave my bed atp.

whatdoido-

told my mom and she said ''leave ur bed''

very logical

need a wheelchair lmao🥰

we'll conclude, so since i was boiling with fever and coughing like a machine, my parents had finally
asked me to attend the exam.

which very well make sense (hopefully)
and since i had not even touch a page cuz i was sleeping?sick the entire day
i have to revise literally the entire syllabus of such a stupid subject in single night.

it is maybe out of frustration too-
i mean, cmon, you couldnt visit a clinic cuz you were busy and now i am supposed to go to school to attend a shitass exam which isnt even important, that too when i am bedridden.

so, i'll just pull an all nighter and revise everything till 9am maybe, and will go write my exam
i really dont care if it'll deteriorate my health further.

i mean if they dont care, why would i?

bhaad me jaaye health, we'll score and will bury those scorecards with my grave, FUCKING STUPID LOGICS.

its not like i am afraid of the test, i know if i dont even touch a book even now, i'll pass.
but just passing was never the problem.
i really dont understand why my parents always want me to be the first one in the rat-race.
i mean okay, its for my own good...but it has became their obsession now.

anyways. 'parents', we cant complain.

i'll just go digest a litre of coffee and start studying.

https://t.me/unharsh/1170

log zindagi waste kar rhe hai aur mai-

mere paas zindagi hai hi kaha

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moye moye