and i'm a type C

i can wake up at 5am, but also go to bed at 5am, no coffee before breakfast or 3 immediately, clean era one day next day bed rotting watching reels, loving life one day or existential crisis the next, some days i'm unstoppable and other days i'm unavailable.

both versions are real.

& that’s what i tell myself

cuz i know - the right people will stay to figure it out with me.

and i don't wake up to watch the sunrise,
i wake up earlier and let the sun watch me rise.

& the only character i’m perfect at being.

because i will increase my sacrifices for my
“never reduced” desires.

& the future in my plans.

& my dream date, ever.

but i don’t have my fav place,
i have my fav people.

and what i’m motivated by, anytime.

& hope all my plans work.

someday i will move to New York and never return.

sometimes i look outside of the window not for the view, but to forget what's happening inside.

cuz i know - man can cry but can’t make cry.

& i’ll prove to my past self that -
it’s possible.

and i don’t have any plan B,
i’ll make it happen.

& i want to manifest my future.

and the only YouTuber who motivates me.

& the best activity i could do nonstop.

but i have only two plans for today:
praying, studying.

& i just want to try everything.