I realized I'm literally my dad when leaving my comfort zone and letting my guard down gave me anxiety.

Wanna run away, fuck this love and fuck this place
If you was a ghost, I would kiss you anyway
(The pieces in my life run away with you)
I can't fill my lungs, feelin' like I'm outer space
You're the one I love, but you're the one I hate (forever in my mind)

I'm giving up on you and me
Just like a bird with broken wings
I'm good as dead, I'll never be
The one for you, why can't I see?
I'm begging for you to love me
I'm begging for you to love me