It starts with the first semester. The courses we were taking, I had already kind of taken during the summer, so most of them weren't hard. There weren't many classes, and it wasn't bad, even if I didn't do most of the things I promised myself I would (just the mental part was hard).

Then the second semester came. I got interviewed online for a remote internship but didn't pass it. Then another remote internship came up, and I passed it (I didn't even want to pass that one, tbh. I still have traumas because of that job 😭. Anyways, at least the payment was good).

Then another in-person internship came up. The place was far, tbh. I questioned it many times because of the distance, but at least the work days are only 2 or 3 days a week, it's paid, and the work seems very easy. So I didn't mind, even if those days were the same days I had classes to attend 😭.

But I'm still trying to find other internships too because I don't think the current one deserves my full attention, and I don't feel like I'm growing much through it, even though it's been three months.

Oh, and I forgot to mention, I finished learning a spiritual instrument and even got a certificate too 🙂‍↔️.
Anyways, this year was kind of a little chaotic, full of many doubts too, tbh. But I've grown much closer to my close friends. We've been through a lot together, and I'm really grateful for that. I've had a fun roommates too.

This was also the year I created the channel, and through it I've met lots of developers who helped me through most things and became friends with them too. So yeah, I'm glad for everything 🫶.

aw mn felgesh new dmo anchi nightmare yhonsh setyo
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