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the rains have their oceans
and the sun has its moon
everything needs a reason
for falling and i have you
i'm falling in love with you

( 𖣂 )   :    𝑓   ──  you deserve to know that i loved you, i still do. you will forever have part of my heart, i cry for you and ache for you. i know i was important to you as you were to me, i will forever hold our memories and take them out on rainy days to remember the feeling of the love you gave me. i still talk to you, without your knowledge of course, we all make choices, good or bad, we tend to forget that our choices effect other people too. i'm sorry if i do something wrong that hurt your feeling, please forgive me, tell me and correct me if i'm do something wrong, i will use my mistakes as lessons for the future. i know we will never be the same, but i will always feel the same. you're like a song i will forever have on replay, always be my favorite, you deserved to know this. you deserve the world and even though i can't give the world i'll treat you my own world. my i love you(s) are not enough for you so i love complimenting everything about you and tell you how much i need and miss you. earning your trust is worth my everything, i won't make you doubt about us and make you feel something you shouldn't in my arms.

missing you is the
hardest thing i've got to
deal with everyday :‹

( 𖣂 )   :    𝑓   ──  i know sometimes i can be so fussy, i know i must have made you annoyed or angry with me, but i miss you so badly when you are not by my side, i miss you when you disappear without a word, i miss everything about you. it means so much to me that you like me anyways, and that you're choosing to be with me anyways, even though i'm so messed up and i've got so many problems. you're just so amazing, and i don't know how i got so lucky for us to fall in love with each other. you mean the world to me, and i try to prove it to you every day, don't doubt my love for you, cause that are truly. i'm sorry if sometimes i come off too strong, or maybe overwhelm you, but it's just because i care so much about you that I try to show you. i want to spend my life with you for the rest of my life, i want we always be a couple who love each other infinitely. with you, i never want to have to wonder where i stand, or whether you still feel the same, because my feelings for you won't ever change.
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𐘃 : 198s —— ❛soulmates don't always have to be romantic, i think there are certain people you will meet in your life who you just connect with more than anyone else, and you just know it isn't a typical thing, and you understand each other perfectly❜

ㅤㅤㅤ[  ...  ] i fell in love with you so fast, i got attached to you so fast because you were the first person that treated me right and love me for who i am. you were the first person that i genuinely loved and that i still love. i love you so much, even words can't explain.

the words to describe how i feel for you will never exist, no words can describe how much i love you, saying "i love you" feels like an understatement. i've said those words in reference to many things, "love" is a word i've always used to describe a fondness towards certain things. tv shows, movies, songs i using it to describe how i feel for you. however, i can't think of a better word to use, so i suppose "love" will have to do, trust me when i say no one has ever made me feel the way you do, because it's really true. "love" will never be an accurate way to describe my feelings for you, but until i find a word that more accurately defines this, i love you. in fact i only love you, though i've said these words about many things, and to some people, saying it about you is the only time i've ever truly meant it. so if it means anything despite how little the word usually means in my vocabulary, "love" is the word i associate most with you.

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let me start by saying that i'm so proud of you, i don't know what things you have gone through in your life, you've been through stuff which you didn't deserve and didn't tell anyone about it because it's just to hard to explain. even if you did, you really can't exactly detail what you are feeling. but that's totally okay, i will always be here for you, there is nothing to worry about. you didn't deserve the problems you faced and i hope you recover soon, i know you can. we think we can't, but trust me you are stronger than you think and once you start focusing on yourself, you'll live the life to it's fullest. thinking about yourself isn't wrong, sometimes bring selfish also isn't wrong but if you hurt someone to an unnecessary degree, it's makes you one of them who hurted you once, know the difference between self-love and self-centred. but until now, you have always done good things for others, and i will make you feel the reciprocity of the things you do for others.

i'm so proud of you, i'm proud of your efforts, your way of thinking, your focus, and how you never give up. i'm proud that you found that light of hope in the darkest moments, i'm proud that you're trying everyday to get up, and get things done. there's something about you that's so beautiful, that smile you always carry. you inspire me to be the best that i can be, you give me courage through your words, and trust through your actions. you're always there when i need you, inspiring me and showing me that everything will be okay, you're so incredible and i just wanted to tell you that i'm proud of you, always.

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i just want to give you a little reminder. you don't deserve to hurt all the time, you need to know that you are perfect exactly the way you are and nothing can convince you any different. don't listen to negative people who try to tell you that you aren't good enough. not even the negative voices in your head can make you think any less of yourself, you are wonderful. you are good enough, nothing wrong with you, if you have flaws, they don't make you bad at all, they actually make you more special and valuable, i love every little detail about you to be just how it is and no different. you are a good person and you deserve to be treated like one, if anyone treats you like you not good, you need to let go of them and focus on you. if others don't treat you well, let me do that for you, i will do my best to make you happy. this is your time to make yourself a priority, drop anything that is stressing you out or distracting you from treating yourself like the way you are, you need to pamper yourself! eat your favorite food, do something you like, watch a movie and eat ice cream, do whatever you want because you deserve it! you are wonderfully made and you need to treat yourself how everyone else should have been treating you this whole time! so walk with confidence, smile, and treat others how they deserve to be treated too! remember that other people also have the right to be treated well as they are, so keep doing good to other people, keep being a good person like the sakala i know, please don't change.

i love you, sakala abimanyu.

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ㅤㅤㅤ(..) ⎯⎯⎯   ຯ’  : 

you are so precious

ㅤㅤㅤi. you deserve happiness, and i mean real happiness, true happiness. the kind of happiness that makes your heart fill with warmth, and you deserve to feel what it feels like to be okay. to feel like the world isn't against you, to feel like you aren't constantly treading water just to keep from drowning, more than anything, you deserve to be okay, and i know it's hard to hear this, especially when you are so sad. especially when you are so far away from loving yourself, but i still want you to know, because one day you are going to feel okay again. one day you are going to feel happy again, it's just a matter of time, don't worry of anything because i'm always here with you, you have me, you can talk to me anytime you want, i'm always here for you, i'm not going anywhere, i stay with you till the end.

ㅤㅤㅤii. when you're feeling down, i hope i'm not the reason you're feeling this way, in that case i'm sorry, whatever reason why you're feeling down it's okay to feel this way, i suck at comforting but just know that you're not alone and i'm always here for you. if you need someone to listen or cheer you up a little although i can't do much but i'll try my best. don't let stupid things bring you down, it's okay to be upset but don't let it get to you, keep doing what you love and what you're passionate about and chase what you want don't give up easily, i'll always be here to support you! i hope it cheers you up a bit and comforts you, i love you, i know i always say "i love you" so many time, but that's what i really feel for you, i love you and always will, even though i say that a thousand times, i don't think it's enough to describe how much i love you.
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ㅤㅤㅤ❛i can't promise to fix
ㅤㅤㅤall your problems but
ㅤㅤㅤi can promise you
ㅤㅤㅤwon't have to face it
ㅤㅤㅤall alone.❜

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i want you to remember something, know that no matter what comes our way, i will never stop loving you. you give me feelings that nobody has ever given me, feelings of the purest, most genuine happiness that anyone could ever have. i don't care how corny i sound, our souls were made for each other and you know it, we're supposed to be together, everything about us being together makes sense, we are my definition of perfect. you have the ability to make everything okay even if it's not, you are my home, i could be anywhere in the world, but as long as i'm with you i know i'll be okay, i know i'll be safe, i know i'll be happy. i love you in ways i never knew were possible and i hope that never changes, i want to thank you for making me the luckiest person in the entire world.

i will stand by you even when you hate the world and think everything is terrible, i will show you until my knees and arms ache how life is beautiful because i have you. i will love you until the end of time and even when time stops i will love you. if you're hurting, please tell me. i don't know what it feels like, but i want to be here for you, i want to understand what you're going through. i'm on your side, you are not in this alone, because from now on you have me by your side.

i wanna make you so happy to the point where you can't stop smiling sometimes, and i wanna make you feel really loved so you don't have to doubt anything for a second, and as i keep learning new stuff about you, i want to prove how incredible i think you are.

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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ   (𖤝)   ／...   ⚶   —   ꔫ

[..]ㅤㅤi wanted to say thank you so much for being there for me and never leaving me, i've traded you for people that i see never and dont care about me. no matter what i did you never left me and never saw me differently, even when i treated you not good you were still by my side. i really appreciate you and would never do anything to hurt you, we will sometimes fight but i will never take our time together for granted, i'm so thankful for you. thank you for being so understanding, thank you for trying your best to be here for me, thank you for being my biggest supporter, thank you for loving me even with my flaws. i appreciate you so much, more than i'll even be able to show, i really hope you know how much you mean to me, you're such a wonderful person with a pure soul.

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ❨ ... ✼ ... ❩

[..]ㅤㅤthank you for coming into my life, thank you for changing the direction of my existence towards something better. you've allowed me to grow in many ways that i don't know what i was doing before. i thought that i had things figured out, i thought i knew exactly where i was going, i thought that the flow of my current life was at its best. but you came and everything became crystal clear, i realized that i could become an even better version of myself, i accepted my imperfections and understood what it means to let growth in, to let lessons teach you things, to let love in. i valued my dreams more and became determined in ways i never thought possible, i became more whole in myself than i've ever been before, and i know that it's down to me, the hard work, the hours i put in, the way i treat people, the value that i give myself. but still, i thank you because you brought to light this side of me, i thank you because you pushed me to test my limits, i thank you because you want to see me reach the heights that i see for myself. i want to thank you, because you're so kind, so sweet, funny and selfless. i want to thank you, because you're my boyfriend, i want to thank you, because i didn't know how much impact another person could have on your life until i met you. i want to thank, because you really are something special to me.
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✒️ ／... dear my dearest, i want to thank you for the endless things you do for me, even if you don't realize it. i want to thank you for loving me endlessly, even when i'm most certainly the biggest pain in the ass that you could've ever imagined, i want to thank you for being so patient with me, especially when i'm being stubborn and i'm do something wrong, i want to thank you for making time for me, i want to thank you for always encouraging me to do my best, i want to thank you for always believing in me, even when i can't even believe in myself, i want to thank you for being so amazing, for you're everything that i've ever wanted and so much more, and thank you for do that to me sincerely.

there are many things you do for me and i'm so grateful for them, but these are 15 of my thanks to you；

1. thank you for checking in on me after i have a bad day, for always being there for me, no questions asked
2. thank you for always caring even when it's stupid, for always listening when i know my story is not that important
3. thank you for never judging me or leaving me when i'm breaking down
4. thank you for always loving me through the good and the bad
5. thank you for never staying mad at me even though i give you every reason to
6. thank you for staying by my side when i know i don't make it easy
7. thank you for always making me feel at home and safe when i'm with you
8. thank you for always offering the best advice and help to me that you can
9. thank you for always hugging me tight when i need it the most
10. thank you for never failing to put a smile on my face, even when you aren't trying to
11. thank for being a part of some of my best memories
12. thank you for being the best person in my life and letting me be a part of your life
13. thank you for never giving up on me, especially when i give up on myself
14. thank you for always loving me and assuring me that everything will be okay
15. thank you for accepting me as who i am

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i don't tell you enough, it feels like i will write a book just for you, i feel like there are no words that can describe how i feel about you, it's so difficult to explain, but i will try my best for you. i want to say thank you, thank you for being my person, the person that i know i can rely on even if i feel like the world has turned on me, there will never be a day that goes by that i will not be grateful for you. thank you for always giving everything you got into us, i literally don't know what i would do without you. thank you for putting things on holding me when i need you, thank you for being okay with who i am and for loving every single part of me, you have changed me for the better and you are the person that i aspire to be, that is one of the reasons why i love you so much. thank you for doing things that i like, even if they aren't things that you particularly like to do, thank you for always texting me asking how my day is, not just to make conversation, but because you actually care. thank you for always protecting me no matter what, i feel like i can do anything when we are together. thank you for always believing in me, even when i don't believe in myself, thank you for letting me see all the different sides of you, even the not so good ones. thank you for always being honest with me and telling me if something bothers you instead of keeping it bottled up inside. thank you for deciding that i am the person that you put all your effort and energy into. thank you for all the little things that you do, i will never be able to thank you enough. most of all, thank you for showing me that love still exists and for always sticking around when things get hard, thank you for being the light of my life.
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i love you and i really do. it's not just a cliche saying when i'm saying it to you. it means more than just "i love you" it means a lot things, sometimes i can't convey it in words, but my love for you is bigger than "love" itself, maybe at the time it's like this；

i have butterflies when i talk you, i want you by my side all the time, i wish i could just pause when i'm with you and stay that way forever, i want to be there for you when you're going through something, i want to be there for you when you need someone to talk to, i need you and i always will

i just need you to let me love you, let me be there for you when you're allowed, let me hold you when i can, let me cuddle with you, let me live every second of every day i have with you like it's my last. i love you forever and always, no one else could ever take my heart the way you took it, you're my love, my everything, my world, and my reason why i'm always happy.

i love you with all my heart and you mean the absolute world to me, please don't go, i don't know what i'd do without such an amazing person in my life. you make me think about all the great possibilities in life rather than the downfalls, you make me think us and everything we can be, you give me hope a feeling no one has ever given me before and for that i love you forever and always. you will always be the person that i love the most in this world, nothing could ever compare to the love i have for you.
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