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ㅤㅤㅤ  ㅤㅤ   “how we met
ㅤ ㅤㅤ   how we feel after that”

the day i met you, i had no idea this would be how it would turn out, i felt that something would happen, but didn't know i was going to fall this deep in love with you, as time progressed and liked turned to love. i knew i could give my heart to you, everything about you makes me feel the most comfortable i've ever been. Not just your presence but your actions, your words, the way you make me feel. The way you inspire others, the way you treat those around you. There is nobody better than you, i can try, but still can't be any better than you. The way you laugh, the way you look, your personality, the way you try to look away quickly, our amazingly fun times. i can honestly say that there is nobody in this world and you a mighty big one. but there is nobody else that i would want in my life other than you and can say this with all my heart and soul into it, that i do truly love you.

i know i'm not the first person you loved, and you are not the first person i looked at with a mouthful of forevers, we have both known loss like the sharp edges of a knife, we have both lived with lips more scar tissue than skin. our love came unannounced in the middle of the night, our love came when we'd given up on asking love to come, i think that has to be part of its miracle. this is how we heal, i will kiss you like forgiveness, you will hold me like i'm hope, our arms will bandage and we will press promises between us like flowers in a book. i will write sonnets to the salt of sweat on your skin, i will write novels to the scar of your nose. i will write a dictionary of all the words i have used trying to describe the way it feels to have finally, finally found you, and i will not be afraid of your scars. i know sometimes it's still hard to let me see you in all your cracked perfection, but please know: whether it's the days you burn more brilliant than the sun or the nights you collapse into my lap your body broken into a thousand questions, you are the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. i will love you when you are a still day, and i will love you when you are a hurricane.
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤ{ 𝒊 } . . ╱ CHAPTER I — (𖤝) :

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ“you remind me of home
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ of all the simple things in
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ life of light and love and
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ the reasons i am not alone.”

if home was a person, then you are my home, maybe you will ask why? so let me explain that to you. that's simple, because you makes me more confident in my personality, my body, my heart, and in my whole life while still pushing me to be better. if i need comfort, i go to you, if i need support, i go to you, if i need reassurance, i go to you. you makes me feel heard, honestly before met you i didn't think i would find my match, now i feel so lucky that i did. my life hasn't been the same since we met, i realized that pain was not supposed to be a factor of any relationship, you taught me how to trust someone fully. all those hours crying over nonsense are finally over because you helped me grow into a truly happy person, inside and out this men is perfect and i'm so thankful you're mine.

you must know that i'm not going anywhere. i won't leave you, i won't give up, and i will be here every single time you need me. you can doubt it, you can try to push me away because you think i'll just leave anyway, but that will never be true. i don't care if there are a hundred million reasons to leave, you are the only reason i'll ever need to stay. i promise no matter how hard it gets, no matter how much we argue, i will never leave you. i will risk everything for you, no one compares to you, because i love you so much, i'm never tired for saying i love you, even the words can't describe how much i love you.
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ㅤㅤ < ★ >    (   21.12   )    …    〃    ᯓ    . ˙

ㅤㅤㅤ𝒊. you're special, you know that? you're unique. no one has your personality, no one can smile the way you do, the way your eyes will light up when you see something that makes you happy, no one else is like you, no matter how similar someone may look or act like you, no one is truly you. a world without you would be different, no matter how you see it, every existence holds an importance, both big and small, you're still here for a reason, you're still breathing for a reason, you've continued reading this for a reason.

ㅤㅤㅤ𝒊𝒊. you're having a hard time in life, you've been having hard times in life, life has been hard overall, whichever it is, just remember that you're not alone in this world, you have me. people mourn everyday for those struggling, those who are hurting, someone cares about you and don't say no one does, because i do, i care everything about you. i want to be there for you always, you are love of my life, my other half, my better half, you bring out my better side that no one else sees, i don't just want to be there for you, i need to. please know that i'm always here for you, i'm always by your side no matter what happens, never feel lonely or alone again, because you have me and i have you.

ㅤㅤㅤ𝒊𝒊𝒊. you're special and when i say special, i mean so so special to me, because i have always noticed that i'm not so comfortable with anyone but when it comes to talking with you, sharing with you, i always feel like i can, i dont have limits, you listen to me, you dont judge me. i don't have fear about what you will think about me, because i know you always appreciate me and love me in your best way, and i'm so grateful for that. thank you for remind me when i was do something wrong, thank you for your effort to never hurt me, thank you for making me realize that i'm special for you, important for you and never leaving me when i was worse. i don't need anyone else but i just need one person in my life and that's you, just stay with me always because you're so so special to me.

i love you endlessly, you are my home and it will always be like that.

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” ..  ╱  𝙁𝙞𝙧𝙨𝙩 𝙇𝙤𝙫𝙚  ；❨  𐘃  ❩

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ 📹

“it's you, it's always you
if i'm ever gonna fall in love
i know it's gon' be you
it's you, it's always you
met a lot of people, but
nobody feels like you”

ㅤ..  ╱  it's you, you're the one i want. you're the one i want to come home to after the bad days or good days i went through. you're the one i want to roll over to in the middle of the night and wake up next to everyday, for the rest of my life. you're the one i want to go on late night runs with for food just because we wanted to get out of the house. you're the one i want to take on cute little dates like to a movie, or to a nice dinner, or to an early morning breakfast before we both have to go our separate ways for the day. you're the one i want to take on cute all day dates to things like aquariums, and zoos, and amusement parks. you're the one i want to go on fun, exhilarating adventures with, such as a day at the lake, or a hike through the woods, or even just a late night walk when everything is quite. you're the one i want to stay in with for the night and build a cute little fort while we watch movies under it and eat our favorite foods. you're the one i want to make happy for the rest of my life. you're the one i want to love, and to hold when times get tough. you're the one i want to be there for when everything in your world comes crashing down. all my good days and all my bad days, you're the one i want to spend them with. its you, you're the one and i swear to you, i have never been so sure about someone or something in my entire life, its you and i say this without a single doubt in my mind.

ㅤ..  ╱  you are the most important person in my life, because of you, i have understood how powerful loving is, you truly made me realize the real meaning of romantic love. thank you for being wonderful, understanding, and loving to me. you always inspire me to be better, you are my life. when you feel weak, just know i'm here to be strong for you, when you are strong, i'm here to lift you up and make you stronger, when you are sad, i'm here to bring a smile to your face, and when you are happy, i'm here to enjoy every minute of it, because you do all these things for me. when i'm weak, you give me strength, when i'm sad, you can make me smile every time. i'm so grateful for you and our life together, i have found my perfect partner. i'm here for you, i will always be here and you will always have my heart. i know i might not be the perfect person, but you know that i will do everything and anything for you. you are my everything, you are a blessing, so i'm beyond grateful for sending someone as wonderful as you. you came into my life when i least expected it, i never imagined that someone like you can make my world a better place, i'm thankful that you came into my life, each moment that we shared is a memory i treasure, you are the most important person in my life.
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the rains have their oceans
and the sun has its moon
everything needs a reason
for falling and i have you
i'm falling in love with you

( 𖣂 )   :    𝑓   ──  you deserve to know that i loved you, i still do. you will forever have part of my heart, i cry for you and ache for you. i know i was important to you as you were to me, i will forever hold our memories and take them out on rainy days to remember the feeling of the love you gave me. i still talk to you, without your knowledge of course, we all make choices, good or bad, we tend to forget that our choices effect other people too. i'm sorry if i do something wrong that hurt your feeling, please forgive me, tell me and correct me if i'm do something wrong, i will use my mistakes as lessons for the future. i know we will never be the same, but i will always feel the same. you're like a song i will forever have on replay, always be my favorite, you deserved to know this. you deserve the world and even though i can't give the world i'll treat you my own world. my i love you(s) are not enough for you so i love complimenting everything about you and tell you how much i need and miss you. earning your trust is worth my everything, i won't make you doubt about us and make you feel something you shouldn't in my arms.

missing you is the
hardest thing i've got to
deal with everyday :‹

( 𖣂 )   :    𝑓   ──  i know sometimes i can be so fussy, i know i must have made you annoyed or angry with me, but i miss you so badly when you are not by my side, i miss you when you disappear without a word, i miss everything about you. it means so much to me that you like me anyways, and that you're choosing to be with me anyways, even though i'm so messed up and i've got so many problems. you're just so amazing, and i don't know how i got so lucky for us to fall in love with each other. you mean the world to me, and i try to prove it to you every day, don't doubt my love for you, cause that are truly. i'm sorry if sometimes i come off too strong, or maybe overwhelm you, but it's just because i care so much about you that I try to show you. i want to spend my life with you for the rest of my life, i want we always be a couple who love each other infinitely. with you, i never want to have to wonder where i stand, or whether you still feel the same, because my feelings for you won't ever change.
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𐘃 : 198s —— ❛soulmates don't always have to be romantic, i think there are certain people you will meet in your life who you just connect with more than anyone else, and you just know it isn't a typical thing, and you understand each other perfectly❜

ㅤㅤㅤ[  ...  ] i fell in love with you so fast, i got attached to you so fast because you were the first person that treated me right and love me for who i am. you were the first person that i genuinely loved and that i still love. i love you so much, even words can't explain.

the words to describe how i feel for you will never exist, no words can describe how much i love you, saying "i love you" feels like an understatement. i've said those words in reference to many things, "love" is a word i've always used to describe a fondness towards certain things. tv shows, movies, songs i using it to describe how i feel for you. however, i can't think of a better word to use, so i suppose "love" will have to do, trust me when i say no one has ever made me feel the way you do, because it's really true. "love" will never be an accurate way to describe my feelings for you, but until i find a word that more accurately defines this, i love you. in fact i only love you, though i've said these words about many things, and to some people, saying it about you is the only time i've ever truly meant it. so if it means anything despite how little the word usually means in my vocabulary, "love" is the word i associate most with you.

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let me start by saying that i'm so proud of you, i don't know what things you have gone through in your life, you've been through stuff which you didn't deserve and didn't tell anyone about it because it's just to hard to explain. even if you did, you really can't exactly detail what you are feeling. but that's totally okay, i will always be here for you, there is nothing to worry about. you didn't deserve the problems you faced and i hope you recover soon, i know you can. we think we can't, but trust me you are stronger than you think and once you start focusing on yourself, you'll live the life to it's fullest. thinking about yourself isn't wrong, sometimes bring selfish also isn't wrong but if you hurt someone to an unnecessary degree, it's makes you one of them who hurted you once, know the difference between self-love and self-centred. but until now, you have always done good things for others, and i will make you feel the reciprocity of the things you do for others.

i'm so proud of you, i'm proud of your efforts, your way of thinking, your focus, and how you never give up. i'm proud that you found that light of hope in the darkest moments, i'm proud that you're trying everyday to get up, and get things done. there's something about you that's so beautiful, that smile you always carry. you inspire me to be the best that i can be, you give me courage through your words, and trust through your actions. you're always there when i need you, inspiring me and showing me that everything will be okay, you're so incredible and i just wanted to tell you that i'm proud of you, always.

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