If my love brought you here, just imagine if it works out.

Me (old school hopeless romantic) in search of true love in a world of speed dating, two-timing and hookup culture

A breeze caught the kite.
It's tail of hearts wait back home.

ki kabhi uske bare mein sochta hun toh kho sa jata hun, uski woh khubsurat aankhen, woh aankho mein jaab dekhta hun toh ek alag duniya mein pohch jata hun, ek aisi duniya jo kisi ne nahi dekhi, na kabhi socha, woh duniya jismein mein apna ghar basa lun, woh duniya jis se mein kabhi na wapas aaun..

People always confuse love (प्रेम) with attachment (मोह), love is born out of compassion while attachment is born out of arrogance. you love without expecting nothing in return but with attachment comes expectations and when expectations are unfulfilled, you are bound to get hurt. love frees you while attachment binds you. love is one of the purest things to ever exist. when you love a person, you will wish the best for them even when you're not the one making them happy, but with attachment, you would to be the reason behind their happiness and all the good things that may happen to them. attachment comes from fear while love makes you fearless, attachment is selfish and love is selfless.

the pain, the agony, the grief
can i give it to someone?
will someone take it?
to whom it belongs
if no one claims it
like orphan
fate accepts everything
why cannot i be fate for myself
will i grow, will i thrive?
will i be like those scattered seed
that become beautiful plants
without dedicated nurturing?
only way to know is to live
is to experience

Timothee is mood

This song will drown me in its sound,
Like waves that rise too high to flee,
Each lyric wraps me, pulling down,
Until the sea takes hold of me.

Tere pyaar mein Dil haar ke, maine kya paaya, kya gawaya....

Tell me where not to go, I'll go there only

"The heart was made to be broken. Time and time again, it shatters into pieces that can never fully be put back together. Each break leaves a scar, a reminder that no matter how much you try to shield yourself, pain finds a way in. It's inescapable, and you’re left to carry the fragments of what was once whole, wondering if love is nothing more than the prelude to inevitable suffering."

Stay~

She seems like the type who has it all together. The kind who laughs easily, who speaks with wisdom far beyond her years. From the outside, can never guess that behind that composed smile is someone who feels everything so deeply. But when I started knowing her, i started to notice the cracks-the way the smallest things get under her skin, the way she overthinks every word, every glance, every silence. It's not that she's fragile; it's that her heart is wired to care too much, to notice what others miss.

Being this way is both her strength and her weakness. She'll laugh off the world's problems but cry over a comment that didn't sit right. She'll tell everything is fine when inside she's fighting a storm of insecurities and emotions that she doesn't even fully understand. And while others might brush it off, she feels it all-every small wound leaves a lasting mark. But does that make her weak? No. It makes her human, in the most painfully beautiful way.

Loving someone like her isn't always easy. She'll need constant reassurance, she'll second-guess her worth, and she'll get sad over things you'd never even think twice about. But here's the thing- seeing past the surface and appreciate her sensitivity, and understanding that her love is just as deep as her pain. She may seem difficult, but I'm lucky enough to love someone like her, and these little things doesn't push me away- I let them be the reason for my stay.

दर्द तो सबको है, सुनने वाला कोन है!

Relationships that survive the test of time isn’t as sugarcoated as they portray in films. But life is easier when one has an ideal partner to go through life’s challenges.

मन कस्तूरी रे,
जग दस्तूरी रे
बात हुई ना पूरी रे

Paat na paaya meetha paani, Or chor ki doori re."

Even the purest of things, i.e. sweet river water, Couldn't bridge the gap of this side and that side.

(The intent being that even Ganges can't fill the divides between castes and genders that we have created in our society. Deepak is of a low caste while his love Shalu belonged to an upper caste. Deepak always had a feeling of inferiority in the relationship just because of the family where he was born. Even something as pure as Love could not suppress these divides.)

"Mann kasturi jag dasturi Baat hui naa puri re, Khoje apni gandh na paawey"

The heart is like the Kasturi, that doesn't get closure. Kasturi is the musk deer that goes mad searching for the scent of musk around it, not realising that the essence comes from within.

"If you love someone, let them go," as if it were that easy. Truth is, each one of us is holding on to something-maybe a dream, perhaps a job, or a person. The internet is full of masterclasses on letting go, pieces of advice, and techniques on the art of detachment. But if it was that simple, it wouldn't feel the way it does. Like watching a sunset, so beautiful yet so painful at the same time. You know it's coming, but it still catches you off guard. Slowly and slowly, you watch the colors fade out, the light dwindles, and the sky darkens. Letting go of the person you love is a bittersweet moment, a reminder that even the most beautiful things come to an end.

And while it is true, that you should never chase or beg someone to be in your life, 'letting go' is the moment when you truly accept that there is no coming back from here. It feels scary because it is a leap of faith into the unknown. Deep down you know, that you'll never be the same. But you also know that staying where you are is no longer an option. So you take a deep breath, close your eyes, and jump. And whatever is meant to happen in the story next, you allow it to unfold.

At the end of the day, true love is not just about the depth of your love, but also about the courage it takes to let go. It is also about respecting the wishes of that person, honoring their decision, and moving on with your life. No matter how uncomfortable it feels like, it is about knowing that better things are yet to come.

jo jaisa hai usko waisa apna lena sahi hai, ya jo aap badal sakte hai usko badal dena ?

Ki jo paas hai usko paas rehne dena sahi hai ? Ya jo door hai usko paas lane ki koshish karna ?

You look
And I fall
After all these months
I still play
Those first moments
When I saw you
Walking into the room
That was what?
Love?
Yeah, still is
After all these years
I changed through and through
Which proves
Love is loyal and stubborn
We are not.