feeling like throwing up

there is no room for cowardice in a matadors blood

“so heros do bleed” yes hernando

maybe i should just sell my figures and gamble the money yes that would fix me hehehehehhe (no)

gamble on idv yum yum yum (shooting myself in 3)

hm

hmm

hmmmm

im going insane

what should i do

what

what

wha

wh

w

sigh

idk how to distract myself

ik u guys hate me too tbh

get the fuck out richard