i dont feel good

"2026 my year" and i went through wars, protests, blood, cutting off old friends, ending a relationship, losing a job and being deep in debts

and now this

sun doesn't shine on ppl like us apparently, idk how we managed to survive

was it even worth to survive

idk

ok playing two games at the same time didn’t help

note to myself
kys

feeling like throwing up

there is no room for cowardice in a matadors blood

“so heros do bleed” yes hernando

maybe i should just sell my figures and gamble the money yes that would fix me hehehehehhe (no)

gamble on idv yum yum yum (shooting myself in 3)

hm

hmm

hmmmm

im going insane

what should i do

what