god knows I'll killmyself, if i ever buy my own bike, so he's continously trying to keep me broke

Kindness isnt strategy

i gave some cookies to a dog today, and it made me stuck in a chain of thought. Am i feeling happy from this act of kindness? do i expect something from it? is somebody nearme, thinking "oh, look..what a kind person"? is somebody out there, who's noting all the good deeds i'm doing and prolly return it as an act of karma? am i really a kind person if think all this in my mind? do they know that this might have been an act of performance from my side? do i know if my kindness is something of will or performative?

my actions are selective, if i want good i do good things expecting something nice to happen. such a disgusting personality.

my love language?
- I'll treat you like how i treat an animal

i miss my sister

fuck

fuck my heart aches in pieces i can't even fathom.

i wanna scream so bad but all i got is this channel.

need to be in rageroom while listening to this in headphones while the sound rapes my ears apart.

Ppl think I am a yapper

I only yap in this channel cuz no one’s interrupting me here in MY place.

you know why he is called the GOAT right? for this! for exactly fucking this!

good fuckin job from future max, defending current max..!!

Be true to yourself i know you wanna dissapper in a forest, ride a bike at a high speed, comfort a friend, talk smth very personal in your own mother tongue, look at the ocean without romanticizing drowning, feed a dog without fearing his sharp teeth as it grazes your hand, walk on your own, ignore the weight of expectations for a min, adding someone into your schedule, learn to dance in front of the cruel world, look at the eyes of a storm and smile, help someone without expecting any return

my attempt on drawing this art, lol