type of shit I've been on

शमा कहे परवाने से, "परे चला जा
मेरी तरह जल जाएगा, यहाँ नहीं आ"

her voice feels like i need to lay on somebody's lap

Khud ke posts pe react krne ki buri adat lag gai hai👆😔

I need RTX 4090

how do you control it? the uncontrolled anger?
or do you ppl have never even felt that?
when you just want to kill the person in front of you, no matter what position he holds into your mind?
or is this just another symptom of my chronic stress?
or maybe the world's just became more fucked up that's getting on my nerves?
if somebody says even a bit of insult like even minor ones to my mother, which is mostly common in families, i just want to punch him in the face and just keep messing with the structure, be it my anybody.

maybe I'd do this someday, if she won't be by my side anymore to scold me from shouting at them.

okay nvm, anger went way

the addiction is unreal

can confirm. no male ego shattered.

i used to think that i 'think' a lot cause every second there was something going on in my mind. be it politics, movies, girls, beating 200K in subway surfers or what i need to make for dinner.

i used to think like a "survivalist", who just needs to pass the day without dying.

now, i keep staring out the corridor thinking literally "nothing", when i get a grasp on myself and realise I was looking at the sky with a blank mind. lol

maybe I'm thinking about everything and forgetting everything in the meantime or I've gone even below the level of survivalist.

you can call that 'retarded zone'. I'm officially a mindless retard now

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if a lady likes to hear this, she's a keeper.