she was like that, living in the moment, telling me how bad she wanted to be loved, how she has always chosen the wrong person to fall for, how badly she needs a guy who'd give her his life, who'd validate her all the time, who'd remind her if she's wrong sometimes.
oh how she kept defining her perfect man, and how i kept molding myself in those words
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bullshitting to all
she was like that, living in the moment, telling me how bad she wanted to be loved, how she has always chosen the wrong person to fall for, how badly she needs a guy who'd give her his life, who'd validate her all the time, who'd remind her if she's wrong…
but i had known wrong, i assumed wrong that's what i always do
she wasn't like that at all, she was always worrying about her future, always being the embodiment of others' expectations.
she never wanted that defined man she talked about. she was just like a mirror, always reflecting others personality, she had no personality of her own. she was just reflecting myself with her words,
she wasn't like that at all, she was always worrying about her future, always being the embodiment of others' expectations.
she never wanted that defined man she talked about. she was just like a mirror, always reflecting others personality, she had no personality of her own. she was just reflecting myself with her words,
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bullshitting to all
but i had known wrong, i assumed wrong that's what i always do she wasn't like that at all, she was always worrying about her future, always being the embodiment of others' expectations. she never wanted that defined man she talked about. she was just like…
and i decided to ask her what she really wanted and the aftermath was just mesmerizing for any eyes to watch.
how the perfectly shaped sand idol, turned into a mirror just like her
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शमा कहे परवाने से, "परे चला जा
मेरी तरह जल जाएगा, यहाँ नहीं आ"
मेरी तरह जल जाएगा, यहाँ नहीं आ"
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bullshitting to all
The Marías – Little by Little
her voice feels like i need to lay on somebody's lap
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how do you control it? the uncontrolled anger?
or do you ppl have never even felt that?
when you just want to kill the person in front of you, no matter what position he holds into your mind?
or is this just another symptom of my chronic stress?
or maybe the world's just became more fucked up that's getting on my nerves?
if somebody says even a bit of insult like even minor ones to my mother, which is mostly common in families, i just want to punch him in the face and just keep messing with the structure, be it my anybody.
maybe I'd do this someday, if she won't be by my side anymore to scold me from shouting at them.
or do you ppl have never even felt that?
when you just want to kill the person in front of you, no matter what position he holds into your mind?
or is this just another symptom of my chronic stress?
or maybe the world's just became more fucked up that's getting on my nerves?
if somebody says even a bit of insult like even minor ones to my mother, which is mostly common in families, i just want to punch him in the face and just keep messing with the structure, be it my anybody.
maybe I'd do this someday, if she won't be by my side anymore to scold me from shouting at them.
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The unsorted
'they only want you for funsies not as long term thing'
can confirm. no male ego shattered.
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i used to think that i 'think' a lot cause every second there was something going on in my mind. be it politics, movies, girls, beating 200K in subway surfers or what i need to make for dinner.
i used to think like a "survivalist", who just needs to pass the day without dying.
i used to think like a "survivalist", who just needs to pass the day without dying.
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