even their slight attention towards anybody other than me, feels me up in envy.

or when they compliment them, like mf "only i admire them, that's mine"

@

'Youre so much more than you look'

there's very little thing in our life that is actually free

they were right about mid-life crisis

19 years of silence atmost.

it's universal thing to rain on this day

> wake up
> study physics for 1.5hr
> fuck ppl on internet

when you feel too contempt for the things your family do for you, and yet there's nothing in your account to show them in return, some people can live with this feeling but for me, i'm too value based so this feelings crawls onto me, making it tough to move my legs, unable to laugh openly and feeling a waste of resources for everybody.

it sucks being provided with so many commodities, time, and love yet i choose to find something to distract myself away from goals. running away from things which i must do.

if you wanna prove them so bad, why don't you do something about it? why sit and let the grains go down?

BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELF!

fuck it

if they deserve better? why can't you BE BETTER?

people kill and die to reach the point where you were born and yet you find some 'justifiable' excuse to put up a blind eye on what's important

for fuck sake

you think sitting in your rooms, being happy about things, and getting food two times a day, and having a sound sleep, and buying whatever the fuck you wish to buy, doing whatever shit you want to do, having no worries of tomorrow, having no sense of survival.

that's gonna save you? that's gonna help you 5-10 years in future?

people outside will fucking tear and rip your skin and mind as soon as they see somebody so tenuous like you. doesn't matter if you're born rich or born strong or a fucking mind blowing extraordinary genius. the moment they see you're spoiled in any way you'll die.