they're worried about me
are they jealous or really considerate towards me? is striving for perfection in everything really a bad thing? ik I can't be "perfect" somewhere but i at least want to fight with perfection.
"All this spinning around chasing perfection
... you can't go on like this forever"
are they jealous or really considerate towards me? is striving for perfection in everything really a bad thing? ik I can't be "perfect" somewhere but i at least want to fight with perfection.
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so, i asked what's the purpose of your life then? why are you continuing to live if not for any purpose?
- I'm living for you, my family, and people around me, making your life easier is my purpose in life.
well, I couldn't say anything afterwards.
- I'm living for you, my family, and people around me, making your life easier is my purpose in life.
well, I couldn't say anything afterwards.
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I'm really egoistic, that's what I got reflected upon last night.
it's when somebody,be it anybody, when they doubt me. my ego really fucking hurts.
and the later feeling of seeing his/her face after defeat really fuels that so much.
it's when somebody,be it anybody, when they doubt me. my ego really fucking hurts.
and the later feeling of seeing his/her face after defeat really fuels that so much.
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but being almost better in anything kind of reminds of a quote.
really? this is the most absurd thing I've read in my life.
"A person who knows 1000kick and practices them each day, will get dusted by a person who knows one kick, and practices it 1000 times a day"
really? this is the most absurd thing I've read in my life.
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i feel like they think of me as "just better than average", well that might be true.
as I'm living in a constant state of self-awareness.
but I don't wanna be defined as that-
i don't wanna be defined as rude, egoistic, narcissist fucker. (i like it though)
as I'm living in a constant state of self-awareness.
but I don't wanna be defined as that-
better than average
i don't wanna be defined as rude, egoistic, narcissist fucker. (i like it though)
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you gotta, make your own kind of music, sing your own special song. - Case Elliot
i wanna make my own song, i want to get perfect in something rather than being avg. in everything.
and that's when my brain says
-why not let's become perfect in everything we learn? let's make a song about that
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bullshitting to all
and the later feeling of seeing his/her face after defeat really fuels that so much.
*oh i sounds like a 13yo chunni here*
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bullshitting to all
I'm really egoistic, that's what I got reflected upon last night. it's when somebody,be it anybody, when they doubt me. my ego really fucking hurts. and the later feeling of seeing his/her face after defeat really fuels that so much.
well, I'm interested in poetry nowadays, you can guess why
what's your biggest fear?
"Going home and proving everybody right"
"Going home and proving everybody right"
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Eternally Awake
the fuck around/find out function is not linear.
why would this be linear