and do you know what to do with a blank canvas, paint. obviously. but what do you paint? what's the first color you choose? what's the idea you're gonna imprint, i don't wanna imitate anybody this time, nor i wanna copy ideas from everybody and create another trash like before. i want to create something genuine, something which feels it's been made with carefulness. i have no clue how to use any brush, or how to even make any strokes, i just know i wanna build a masterpiece for myself. which i wanna admire forever, even though it doesn't sell for enormous amount of money.

out of context,
i hate people who throw too much tantrum just to sleep, like bro if you're already sleepy and wanna go to SLEEP, then fucking sleep. what do you mean don't make noise (keyboard n mouse clicking). Shut the fuck up and GO TO YOUR FUCKING PIG FARM IN YOUR DREAMS!

i will never understand or relate to people who need a pin drop silence environment and pitch black darkness to go to sleep, let me come to you and just stab my knife in your eyes and ears so you can sleep freely your whole life. FUCKERS

try to guess my pr style

this might be the best thing i heard in my life about me

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maybe i just solved what love is.

everybody sees future, they just don't just chose the timeline

"desperation is the doorway to oblivion"

i hate men sm

my subconscious is built in a way which likes to copy things. all the things it sees

de omnibus dubitandum

but in nietzsche's manner

i feel lots of dès vu in my everyday life