buzzword buzzword buzzzword buzzword buzzword buzzword buzzword buzzword buzzword buzzzword buzzword buzzword buzzword buzzword buzzword buzzword buzzzword buzzword buzzword buzzword buzzword buzzword buzzword buzzzword buzzword buzzword buzzword buzzword

I'm incapable of giving advices to people, the sirens have shut their singing, and my body lives in autopilot. my consciousness is on vacation.

yo bean, I'm unemployed

when is this lazy genius gonna take his life seriously

i have no skill and I must create

@

a thing most people know but don't really understand is that they will never get an audience, stop performing, and actually suffer. that's what we're supposed to do.

and do you know what to do with a blank canvas, paint. obviously. but what do you paint? what's the first color you choose? what's the idea you're gonna imprint, i don't wanna imitate anybody this time, nor i wanna copy ideas from everybody and create another trash like before. i want to create something genuine, something which feels it's been made with carefulness. i have no clue how to use any brush, or how to even make any strokes, i just know i wanna build a masterpiece for myself. which i wanna admire forever, even though it doesn't sell for enormous amount of money.