such a beautiful thing our brain is, molds us in ways we feel most comfortable in our world. (those who aren't just likes questioning everything)
i have forgotten how many things i have forgotten. how weird though that your childhood shapes your entire life, and it's very, very, very hard to change the course later.
i remember slightly how once i begged myself to forget things which hurted me, now i forget everything which even have the slightest possibilities of hurting me. such a loyal tool we all have.

from a very long time i have been preaching to everybody to be self aware, and telling them the pros n cons of it.
now people have adapted this word, some are utilizing it, some just wanna look cool.
but those who are true to it, oh boy, you all fucked up so bad.

we all are fools, pretending to know something, pretending to have something real, but in the end it's all a facade which I'm seeing through very clearly. my fog is clearing and my eyesight is clearer than ever.

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dreaming for me, is a very difficult task. it's like asking a drunk man to climb a mountain. i'm not a dreamer. because of how i am it's not impossible for me to come up with a delusion, it's impossible to stay in it. i'll shatter it quickly with logics and won't let myself revolve in it for longer period, which might sound like a good thing. but it also reduces the feeling of being human in me, being able to dream and delude. a drunk version of me might be able to stay in a delusion for 2-3 minutes at max before my consciousness shuts it off and throw away. But do you know when i can stay most deluded?