such a beautiful thing our brain is, molds us in ways we feel most comfortable in our world. (those who aren't just likes questioning everything)
i have forgotten how many things i have forgotten. how weird though that your childhood shapes your entire life, and it's very, very, very hard to change the course later.
i remember slightly how once i begged myself to forget things which hurted me, now i forget everything which even have the slightest possibilities of hurting me. such a loyal tool we all have.

from a very long time i have been preaching to everybody to be self aware, and telling them the pros n cons of it.
now people have adapted this word, some are utilizing it, some just wanna look cool.
but those who are true to it, oh boy, you all fucked up so bad.