i have find people calling out to me, about how i act like "i'm a wannabe stud, who walks away from society and does it for the sake, idiolizes those edgy characters". it's alright to be honest, i don't mind any of the perceive-ness people put for me. but i don't wanna be the one who glides down just for acting up in a society with mindless people.

i'd rather be the one walking away from crowd, acting stud or whatever than to be counted as heads in dickheads tally.

hope, even some of you understood what i said

"in a world, where hurt people hurt more people. fuck calling it culture."

I think... if it is true that there are as many minds as there are heads, then there are as many kinds of love as there are hearts.

— Leo Tolstoy, Anna Karenina

if we could marry a song, i'd wife up this one.

always remember, you learn behaviours from your relationships, i learn behaviours from theories and books. your pity act of trying to affect me won't do me any harm.

maxxxx wonnnnn!!!!!!!!!!

does it ever happen to you that people who are no longer essential or people who you got disappointed with or some people who hold a complex relation, a very strange kind of, not the kind your mind will undermine, but not too attached either, you meet them almost everyday..... so my point is, does this ever happen to you that you start forgetting the faces of these people, not from your mind but in reality. they will walk past you, you'll think "who was this person?". you cannot remember them. after a moment it clicks to you, who it was.
what do you call this? dissociation? has my mind neglected their existence? what could it be?

i become <insert some label> for them, they remain a test subject for my profiling purpose.

"they say eyes are the windows to the soul, but his were the confession of a heart unjustly broken."