regrets, do i have none? or do i just don't feel the weight of them

23. man, what's your take on online relationships?

no harsh take, love doesn't need a presence to conjure up... it can happen anyhow, if you're in love with somebody you met online, then you're in love with your own idea of them, not them as a person.
my personal take on online relationship is neutral.

24. what opinion do you have on male and female can't be friends quote said by society! is it ultimately true? or wrong to some extent.

those who can't be just friends, are people who are unsatisfied with their lives. it will take a lot of thinking to digest what it means to be satisfied with life, society will always say things which is morally untrue. who even listens to society?

25. how to deal with past baggage and trauma, especially when it has become your personality


im sorry, i don't know. I'm a result of my past traumas, baggages, etc and that is my personality. i wouldn't know any better.

i have tried to turn all these waves in a right direction, but some of them have caused destruction in my life and i have stopped minding those damage.

26. How to get into decaffeination

counter question: why? just why?

can an avoidant bitch like me find someone who will love me for the rest of my life?

i now understand why people kill themself

i thought i used to understand how i feel now, but i'm still very out of touch, with my mind, with my own self.

i'm even losing power to intellectualize my horror and sadness, my awareness has pushed me off the edge, to a point where there's no land to stand on and i'm continuously falling. i can't even form a proper cope up strategy to suppress everything, because i can't anymore.

and i don't know if i can sustain myself in air, find a balance this time. i don't know.

a break? but from what?
i'm burned out? from what? i don't do anything too much
it sucks, not knowing what to say when people talk to you. it sucks that you can't even a simple answer like what do you wanna have for dinner.
it feels so empty, and i don't even know where i'm.
i have never came across this part of my heart because it's all barren, all cold and all black n empty.

hope, i get the spark back in my eyes someday.

so my brain just needed some sugar and few slaps

not anymore, they were hard slaps

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don't worry, everything will fix itself accordingly. biology and nature have a way with life.