now even good looking women makes me jealous

who said i consider myself ugly though.....they just look better than me.

alright, fun's over

The idiot was dedicated to me and you

"Perhaps he just lost the knack.
Anyway, he stopped trying."

a counter question:
why not? why not chase the high? why settle for something normal when you can have top things?
do you not ever chase the top spot while playing games, in academics, in tournaments? when our whole purpose is based on the idea of competitiveness, then why stay mediocre?

experience is irrelevant in the chasm of time

one year of introspection and i think none of this quality suits me.

im far more emotionally intelligent than all of you clowns and actually aware about where and what to express.

my talent is knowing and keep on knowing

obsession keeps me sane, too much makes me highly disoriented and it's scarcity turns me into a zombie

where is the balance that i crave?
if i close my eyes and i dont see that thing against my will then it's not an obsession yet.

but when i do see it, nothing stops it. there's a constant broadcasting in my subconscious about it