drinking and pissing are the only consistent thing in my life rn

i'm here to perform — but not to perform the role society handed me.

coffee tastes like coffee after so long...oh god how much i love this feeling

ig empty stomach does the magic (fucking never ever recommended :))

generational aura

do you have poison in you as well?

a song which makes you feel something good, when you have been desperately down since last few days

if you leave your piece near your king which is only protected by your king. That man will ruin your life

the naive ones will be the first to fall
then cautious mind will resist, but they will eventually give in.
finally, the strong ones. they will be killed by the first two

don't be surprised, if you find only images and audio files in this channel one day

when you put spoon full of gravy in your mouth but it makes you feel it has already been inside several people's mouth, so ugly and distasteful, your insides stretches trying to digest a little of your daily meal.
you're hungry, craving for it but as soon as you get presented with the dish, your hunger runs away and disgust sweeps in. i was not like this, i am like this now discarding, insulting and not accepting my soulful meal just because the chemical in my brain is playing weird symphony and it's not suited time for dinner.

is there nobody with whom i can reminisce about my childhood with? i vaguely remember that i had few friends while growing up but i can't remember any of them now, it's like they didn't exist at all. did i grow up with no friends or was my linkage so weak that i lost everybody along the way? did everything had to be so replaceable in my life?

what do you people categorize me as?