this country has made me an OCD freak, everyday i wake up with a fresh mind, fresh breath, no headache. somehow by night i feel like i would have shoot myself if i had a gun beside me. head bursts like crazy, every time i touch something or somebody, the constant itch in my brain tells me to wash my hand. my eyes can't sustain the stress so it springs out, red and wide.
i cannot even stop myself form keeping all my items in particular orientation. every book, every file, every diary lined up in proper symmetry and even one anomaly stings me.
i think drinking water might work, to ease out my eyes but all it does is make feel full, and lose my appetite.
it's not the kind of depression i've ever dealt with, this is totally new, i don't even know if it's depression or elevation. all i know is i'm going fucking mad meanwhile my brain is constantly thinking about the pen cap which is slightly off the linear grid.
i cannot even stop myself form keeping all my items in particular orientation. every book, every file, every diary lined up in proper symmetry and even one anomaly stings me.
i think drinking water might work, to ease out my eyes but all it does is make feel full, and lose my appetite.
it's not the kind of depression i've ever dealt with, this is totally new, i don't even know if it's depression or elevation. all i know is i'm going fucking mad meanwhile my brain is constantly thinking about the pen cap which is slightly off the linear grid.
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i'm not really the early riser kind of guy, but this stress makes me wanna sleep early.
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bullshitting to all
and two months, this is too easy lol
this became so irrelevant that i did not even remember it was up.
3 mon 10 days. i won't write about it anymore, it's just a nuisance which gets in my mind.
3 mon 10 days. i won't write about it anymore, it's just a nuisance which gets in my mind.
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niggas acting all unsenstive and shit
nigga that ain't no word.
nigga shut up
nigga that ain't no word.
nigga shut up
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