i insensitively observed that, i don't sit with my thoughts anymore. like it's always me multitasking my ways with thoughts along with doing others tasks simultaneously.
i do in fact have noticed it earlier, where i mentioned about "monologuing my thoughts", it's another side of what i discovered. half of my issues are arising from that single activity i'm doing every moment.

i think i'm getting old and might have to start practicing meditation, lol

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i remember you was conflicted
misusing your influence
sometimes i did the same
abusing my power full of resentment
resentment that turned into a deep depression
found myself screaming in the hotel room
i didn't wanna self destruct
the evils and lucy was all around me
so i went for running for answers.

"i want to be complete, content and fulfilled"
one must never be complete for that is the only similarity between a corpse and the individual, the difference? one of them is not breathing.

i was having a dream, where i farmed crops, became a merchant, then the king, a corporate employee, vacation enjoyer, then became a festival host where terrorist came in, got my hand slashed, almost died, cried, took revenge by driving a train in their base, bought a bike, glided through ladakh, bought a cool sunglass, then this thought woke me up

"We have traded possession over permission, and the meter never stops ticking."

We sincerely believe that what the rest of the world needs is 'to study a little logic', yet a man does not himself.

yea your jokes are funny, yea i'm not okay, yeah you're cool.
i don't care
there are things i need to do.

productivity hack: listen to songs in language you don't understand

Are half of all of Dostoyevsky's books just a drunk dude rambling?

“effort is ritual.”

procrastinator whole morning, productive machine by night