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Emotional intelligence is realizing that reality exists beyond how you feel about it, and being able to separate your feelings from actuality.

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god forbid a man kills people

I'm slightly self-conscious and then suddenly irritated and annoyed—it feels similar, but no, not quite like that, somehow even more unbearable. Sort of like opening a box, only to find another box inside, so you open that smaller box and again there's another box inside, and you open it, and one after another there are smaller boxes inside each other, so you keep opening them, seven or eight of them, until finally what's left is a tiny box the size of a small die, so you gently pry it open to find... nothing, it's empty—more like that feeling.
-Schoolgirl (Osamu Dazai)

i didn't realise completing this would be so tough T_T

may this love never finds me. may this love be buried under 6 fucking feet from me

in summers, i become suicidal hoping my end, ends this treacherous vile star in this system too