i have compulsion disorder, to keep everything organised.
organised in chaos.
everything is messy but yet 'organised'.

Charisma is a lie. Confidence can be faked. Competence is the only true measure of things.

"then i realised, why should i only use one art form to offend people"

Sometimes I pause mid-conversation and realize I’m playing a character. This version of me—crafted for this specific moment, this specific person—is not the real me. It’s just the one I calculated would be the easiest to digest. And I don’t even know when I started doing that.

i want this month to end and april too and the one after that and the next one.. get me to fucking new year please. i have already completed all of my quests in this one.

just wanna lay down on my bed and listen to music

When they start giving you late replies and being less talkative so you know your free trial is over.

my mind is a machine which can suck whole ocean up and piss back the immaculate beauty

"there was only one curse worse than having wishes granted, he knew
and that was to have a wish granted,
only once."

mimi wondered has he made a philosopher or has he made a bullshitter?
and he realised he just asked the same question twice.

https://youtu.be/om6uhLs75Bk

im sure majority of you won't even finish this video, but whoever will. please come to me after watching it. i wanna talk so much about it.

a lizard crawls inside my mind whenever i close my eyes.
a reflection to how i stick to the walls and make it infected and dirty?

An architect of detachment,
but one who still leaves secret doors open for meaning.

- i'm in love with a dead person
"how did she die?"
- i killed her.

sleepwalking through existence?