i was lonely, i suppose? that's why i started finding connections, everywhere i could think of, i tried to build a connection. made sure nobody hates me or nobody finds out i hate them. it was fun being in that part of my story. but i don't think my loneliness is gonna get cured by few people or some specific people. it's neither the tree in my garden nor all those who try the fruits. it's none of them, because it's superficially subsided in my brain, it doesn't hurt me but it makes me itch my brain like i somehow have to remove it from there, but now i know. there's no cure and i just gotta start ignoring the itch like a sensible person who doesn't scratch his own wound. such a tough job but i'm the only one who can do it.

if you don't support max, don't message.

i think i'm finding interest in my interests again.

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the voices in my head sounds like playboi carti rapping

except it's rape for my brain

god forbid a man makes coffee for himself

gigguk knows my vibe

to those who don't interact or even read my posts.
LEAVE
i don't want huge numbers, so leave.
(it's a genuine request, not a post for validation)


Once you leave, you get banned forever.

my taste buds are fading and i can't help it

bonus advice: dip lotto pie in black coffee for heaven on tongue

it's always you against yourself, either your immune system or your brain.

awareness is to waking as lucidity is to dreaming. There’s a felt sense of awareness that’s present both in becoming lucid and becoming mindful.

never oppose the flow of nature, if good should prevail, then should evil too

character who altered my brain